when i joined in with my mother to watch
grey's anatomy 3 at the ending,

things turn out to be very very weird.
and sad, cause it's shocking and so not nice an ending.
somehow,
"the one thing that we love most, is the one thing that we can't have"

i would love to practice my english right now.

i was just looking at my timetable, and i wondered how i was going to revise english. apart from memorising letter formats, i have no clue on how to do this english revision. can't read a book; cause if i do, i would get addicted to it and that will take up alot of my other subjects time.

so now i'm wondering, with the offical opening of olevels that had started today, whether i'll be smiling when i recieve my results next year. okayyy. lamesheet. i feel odd writing in THAT perfect english. laughs. ah wells.

i'm having a brain block. found this way to clear that clog in my head. by blogging out all those thoughts. let me see... parts of rainforests a size of a football field are disappearing every minute due to increasing affluence, leading to a rise of consumerism... iron(III) chloride solution is yellow... why do people dwell on silly things... how is it that one can just contradict so much that it sometimes frustrates everyone including oneself... are we all trying too hard, to fit in to society, to be better than somebody, to achieve all sorts of awards, to please, to love. and to be happy?

it's been so long since i wrote in this format. ha. but it's still wrong if i'd write like this in olevels. okay. end of "english revision".

excuses are for us to make one feel better. because we know we shouldn't be doing it but still did it anyway. like blogging.
p.s. i have such random thoughts man. this whole entry is crappp.

can we bring yesterday back around

regurgitate.
i've left some things out unsaid.
sending my mother off to the airport later at 0600.
afterwhich, on the day mother would be flying back,
my brother would make his way on the same plane there -.-
i think that's so cute. ha.

yesterday was brother's 21st birthday.
and today's mother's birthday.

but nothing much to celebrate.
laughs.
things have changed too much for it to be the same again.

carmen neo finished 2/3 a hotcake and 1/3 a sausage in ONE MOUTH.

cool eh.
i'll break that record. just you wait (: