there's more to say,
but i just don't know how to explain it.

maybe we shouldnt make promises,
because it creates expectations,
in which would also create our downfall, when we least expected it.

for everything that has been happening in my life right now,
i tried. i really did try my hardest.
but no matter what i do, for however long i do,
i still am not getting things right.

maybe i'm trying too hard.

maybe no matter how hard i try,
i was not meant to be good enough.

i'm sorry for everything.

who is going to motivate the motivator who has lost his/her motivation to self-motivate, let alone motivate others.

initiatives.

it's been long since i've updated.
1 week of holidays left.
and most of it would be burnt by work as usual.
oh wells.
will update here again soon i hope.


random thoughts:

hollow.
does it mean like an empty vessel, which makes a loud noise when struck?

shallow.
does it mean the lack of depth in whatever it is referring to?

no one likes a hypocrite.
even if they are one themselves.