everything just doesn't feel right.
jolene, what's the matter with you.
why are you feeling like this.
why are you acting like a child.
why have you stopped making sense as you speak.
why, jolene, why have you become like this.
so many issues that needs confronting about,
but why does it seem like you have lost your ability to express the things that need to be addressed.
but i did try.
things just don't come out right.
something's just not right with me.
i'm not like how i was before.
i don't recognise this person at all.
i can't understand what's going on in this mind.
could this be a part of growing up?
a new environmnet, a change in attitude, a change in life?



a song that i stumbled across coincidently today.

i just can't seem to study this module!
everything seems so foreign!
it feels as though i've never attended any of the lectures because i'm having such a hard time trying to understand the contents!
oh wells, i guess i only have myself to blame for not paying attention in class this semester.
come to think of it,
i can't seem to recall what i've been doing in lessons for the past few months!
hahaha.
oh wells. i really love nights at the airport.
chilling here alone with a drink and awesome music on my laptop.
and thus, i shall go back to my attempts to studyyyy. zZz...


hello you.
do you know how scared i am?
i just don't want this to end.
but i seriously don't know how this will turn out.
i'm just cherishing every moment of this.