it's a all-you-can-cry buffet.

and it's free of charge.


well, we've all collected our o level results. it's already so exhausting to be crying all night and to do it all over again in the afternoon was just worse. yeah, i'm disappointed with a whole lot of things. i know i should have studied harder. i know i should have listened to their warning and did that a long time ago before it became too late. and that the agony of not being able to bring myself to do some things i was expected to do was just that breaking point. and since iryani's leaving sooner or later, and that the rest are as well, perhaps i should move on to some place new too. if i don't, i will totally be seen as a freak, is that right? * and you'll reply "right!!!" *

anyway, wanna thank
iris for her listening ear and her very very cute sms.
iryani's shoulder, once again.
grace very late house visit.
sherilyn's and celestine's sms.

ahhhh. i've been ranting alot. falalala. i love today morning by the way. where iryani and i would have jalan kayu prata and do business at her house. haha.
it's tiring to motivate others when you don't have the motivation yourself. it's exhausting to be always at the losing end when arguing with the older people. it's even more exhausting having to do all that without anyone noticing and later realising that it ain't worth it at all.
So, i'm stopping now.

i feel like blogging.
but i really have nothing much to say these days.
no one would bother much about the minute things that happen in my life anyway.
tskkk.

i'm going to try to recover for jay chou's concert tonight.
sick or no sick, voice or no voice, i am going to scream happy birthday to jay later in the indoor stadium.

omg.
my com just suddenly came back from the dead.
yay.

so anyway, my birthday was superrr!
had npap selection in the early morning.
then swam home after lunch.
celebrated with father before i flew to meet my peeps(:
so they brought me to karaoke -.-
we didn't even know how to operate the thing luh.
neither do we know how to sing in the mic.
... ... ...
and we ate more than we sang (which sounds more like we were moaning and groaning) haha.
went esplanade to meet up with amanda's nyjc friends.
and then home we all went.
enjoyed myself lots today. thank you yueying, cynthia, amanda and karin for planning everything(:

hmmm.
crappy. had lots of dreams recently.
o level ones would always cause me to wake up and then, stone -.-"
i think i shall blog a really long entry, filled with RANDOMNESS.
the upcoming npap 2008 makes me look back at the past npdp and npap.
my this whole week is filled with wonderful unit trainings.
taiwan is a nice place with loads of good food.
i miss school. it feels awkward that i dont have to put on my uniform and rush off to school.
i miss sitting in the plane, looking out through the window, staring at the sky where clouds were beneath my feet and the stars that make it seem like the nightsky had been splatted with silvery paint by someone mischievous.

HELLO!!!

i'm at the airport now.
just wanna post a short notice that i will be away till 10 jan.
haha.

take care people(:

SUPERRR!
happy new year people(:

i haven't been updating this blog for so long already.
hmmm. ci course has ended and there's so much i could say about the whole thing.
but yeah. rather lazy to say cause if i were to just start on the first day of course, people would have fallen asleep by then. haha.
so anyway, returned no.1 uniform yesterday.
superrr!
we did nothing much after that. seriously -.-"
we girls concluded that the gays were so super siannn.
lalala.
pop photos and yesterday's one(:


SQUAD BRAVO!(:


prize recipients.


squad photo again(:


the seven area 7!


annoying guys.


girls(:


me and the punggol sec girls(:










MAS! she reminds me alot of faeezah. haha.


RANDOM.


GAYS IN ACTION!


CANDID!


dear and honey posing with mr macdonald(:


a really big jay chou poster!


the adorable plmgs lizzie & cleo.


my sweet honey on the phone!


our very own notebooks given by our CIIs(:


RANDOM!


my dear now posing with the bananas!


gays -.-"


a tree that i saw when i was having a car ride with my mother and brother.