first week of school.
ended with a record high fever.
but i'm fine~
falling sick isn't the biggest of my problems.
though i wish i could have enjoyed my saturday after the 6 weeks of gruelling attachment...
WARNING.
the subsequent ramblings are totally a bore and should only be read if you are that bored.
survivor heroes vs villains has sort of rekindled my passion to watch the series. there were times where i wished i could be part of the tribe playing the games. i wish camps had team building games like that, with mud and huge obstacles. or cool rewards such as helicopter rides and great food after days of coconut meals. but here's the thing, you dont have to participate survivor to experience what survivor is like, the real life out there IS good enough. just not in the wilderness way. watching survivor is like watching worklife, people fighting to get to the top. another thing i know for sure is: i'd probably be ousted pretty early, because no one wants the weakest link in their tribe. BUT then again! no one wants to keep the strongest player around either. if you're a threat to their goal, out you go~ so, i've come to a conclusion that, to be a power player, you must learn how to lie, backstab, sacrifice, be hypocritical and form alliances.
i also read a suggestion posted online: instead of having a season of All-Stars Survivor, why not have an Anti-AllStars Survivor where all the first persons eliminated in each season come back and fight it out. after all, they should be given a second chance for us to get to know them better. you never know how interesting their personality may get unless they have more time on the show.
return. revenge. redemption.
okay, i'm pretty lame to be talking about a reality tv show here in my blog.
well, this is what you get after staying home on such a beautiful sunday recuperating.
something i've learnt, when you're trying to make up for something,
there's a point or limit that says enough is enough.
doing more than that would just be overdoing it.
and when someone sees that as too much unnecessary effort, it gets seriously annoying.
it takes time for things to get better. that's why they call it Recovery Time.
like a toilet bowl, no matter what you do and how much effort you put in, if you dont give it time for it to accept all that crap you have just thrown at it, it's going to get choked.
it just doesnt do you any good if patience is not on your side.
you dont expect things to turn out the way you want them to be when you rush.
i want a little less complications in my life.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
TRUST. NOBODY.
NOT EVEN YOURSELF.
there's a saying, treat people the way you want them to treat you.
but, what happens when you treat people nice, trust them, be there for them, let them vent anger on you, yet in return, you get nothing back except being shoved one side when they are all healed and have got back to their feet.
and maybe, they might even wish to backstab you at some point of time. out of powerhungry-ness, out of envy, out of thrill, out of i-dont-know-what.
the most ironic thing is that they came to rant and complain about how others have treated them in the first place.
it hurts to feel used. like when they have come to you in hopes that you would provide them some comfort, and then leave you, when they no longer need you.
yes, it's true that when you're angry, you say hurtful and offensive things.
but you know you don't mean it.
it's okay, i'll withdraw from all that ranting.
i'll be strong enough.
but anyway, i'm not all that upset.
i'm glad i have friends who are there for me.
they are there for me when i need them.
and come to me even when i don't go to them.
regardless of whether you need them or not, they are ALWAYS there.
it doesn't always mean being physically there though. because our lives have begun to get too busy for everyone to gather and meet up.
still, i'm grateful. and i can't show enough gratitude towards them.
because, how can i possibly take them for granted.
it's like a precious rare gem which you can't just happen to stumble upon and find every other day.
i am really really thankful. so so much.
NOT EVEN YOURSELF.
there's a saying, treat people the way you want them to treat you.
but, what happens when you treat people nice, trust them, be there for them, let them vent anger on you, yet in return, you get nothing back except being shoved one side when they are all healed and have got back to their feet.
and maybe, they might even wish to backstab you at some point of time. out of powerhungry-ness, out of envy, out of thrill, out of i-dont-know-what.
the most ironic thing is that they came to rant and complain about how others have treated them in the first place.
it hurts to feel used. like when they have come to you in hopes that you would provide them some comfort, and then leave you, when they no longer need you.
yes, it's true that when you're angry, you say hurtful and offensive things.
but you know you don't mean it.
it's okay, i'll withdraw from all that ranting.
i'll be strong enough.
but anyway, i'm not all that upset.
i'm glad i have friends who are there for me.
they are there for me when i need them.
and come to me even when i don't go to them.
regardless of whether you need them or not, they are ALWAYS there.
it doesn't always mean being physically there though. because our lives have begun to get too busy for everyone to gather and meet up.
still, i'm grateful. and i can't show enough gratitude towards them.
because, how can i possibly take them for granted.
it's like a precious rare gem which you can't just happen to stumble upon and find every other day.
i am really really thankful. so so much.
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