first week of school.

ended with a record high fever.

but i'm fine~
falling sick isn't the biggest of my problems.
though i wish i could have enjoyed my saturday after the 6 weeks of gruelling attachment...


WARNING.
the subsequent ramblings are totally a bore and should only be read if you are that bored.

survivor heroes vs villains has sort of rekindled my passion to watch the series. there were times where i wished i could be part of the tribe playing the games. i wish camps had team building games like that, with mud and huge obstacles. or cool rewards such as helicopter rides and great food after days of coconut meals. but here's the thing, you dont have to participate survivor to experience what survivor is like, the real life out there IS good enough. just not in the wilderness way. watching survivor is like watching worklife, people fighting to get to the top. another thing i know for sure is: i'd probably be ousted pretty early, because no one wants the weakest link in their tribe. BUT then again! no one wants to keep the strongest player around either. if you're a threat to their goal, out you go~ so, i've come to a conclusion that, to be a power player, you must learn how to lie, backstab, sacrifice, be hypocritical and form alliances.
i also read a suggestion posted online: instead of having a season of All-Stars Survivor, why not have an Anti-AllStars Survivor where all the first persons eliminated in each season come back and fight it out. after all, they should be given a second chance for us to get to know them better. you never know how interesting their personality may get unless they have more time on the show.

return. revenge. redemption.

okay, i'm pretty lame to be talking about a reality tv show here in my blog.
well, this is what you get after staying home on such a beautiful sunday recuperating.
something i've learnt, when you're trying to make up for something,
there's a point or limit that says enough is enough.
doing more than that would just be overdoing it.
and when someone sees that as too much unnecessary effort, it gets seriously annoying.
it takes time for things to get better. that's why they call it Recovery Time.
like a toilet bowl, no matter what you do and how much effort you put in, if you dont give it time for it to accept all that crap you have just thrown at it, it's going to get choked.
it just doesnt do you any good if patience is not on your side.
you dont expect things to turn out the way you want them to be when you rush.
i want a little less complications in my life.