was doing pictures arrangements and editing for SOME occasion next week. decided to do a little change to my blog template as well. haha. english prelim's postponed till next week for our class. ah wells. i think i'll die for tomorrow's o level mother tongue one.
this is going all so wrong.
hmmm.

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the day we threw our beret.

had a wonderful lunch with squadmates.
16 of us all squeezing in pizza hut.
yumyum(:
friday returning buttons, crest, formation signs, and ranks.

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sunset.

iryani, me and grace went kfc for lunch.
we had some personal laughing session. haha.
topped up my ezlink card. like finally -.-"
rotted at usual rotting place.
grace had to fly to tuition centre after that )):
carmen and marie joined us.
and we all headed to punggol end.
watched the sun set.
ants attacked my socks. ah.
thanks mario, master and ah men for helping shoo them away (:
flew home after that.
woots.
english prelims oral tomorrow!
chinese o levels oral on friday!


i'm not going to bother.

yesterday.
had amaths lesson.
change of plans after that.
we went to trim hair and then to mug.
wasn't really productive cause got cramppp.
hee.
then flew to meet iryani and saleha after that.
mugged like quite awhile before me and iryani became rather engrossed with some nice topics.
master's message touched me alot. (((:

today.
nothing much. just some illegal stuff. that got us scolded.
so yue ying and i flew to ang mo kio to mug.
hurrhurr. second day of area7 atc.
wonder how did grace fair for the campfire(:

hmmm.
no more holidays ):

this song's still the best.


Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say


pop trainings. amaths lessons.
last week of holiday ends real soon.
ah wells.
tomorrow will be sec2s and sec3s atc.
take care of yourselves all right. (:
passing out parade in 6 days time.
hmmm.

hungry.
breakfast would be nice right now.
hmmm...

yesterday.
i was freaking bored.
so i left the warmth of my house. which was literally filled with heated arguements.
sat at the playground.
the place brought back way too many memories.
but the one i loved best;
was the one where me and grace saw a shooting star,
as we lay down and watched the stars till 9 plus.
somehow, i can't seem to recall the wish i made. haha.
so i sat there last night, stoning at the space for awhile.
and indeed, i feel exactly the same as master.
i dont feel prepared to sit for o's. at all.
i wondered if i'd stone for the main papers,
like how i did during mother tongue o level.
that one way or another, my mind went wandering off for seconds that became minutes. and then to the voice of the invigilator saying "pens down", i realised the whole damn thing was over.
i should really stop dreaming through my life.
i dont want to wake up only to the end of everything, when my life is almost through, where someone would just announce that the test is over.
so i did not exactly noticed the time. until my brother called me and began lecturing me.
i was out for almost 3 hours. ha.

are we as good as we think we are?
then why is it so hard to admit the mistakes that we commit.

pens down.

been doing much rotting for this two weeks of holiday.
radio kept me company while i was alone at home most of the time.
police carnival's now on. ah wells.
didnt want to touch the computer.
but i realised my mp3 no batt -.-"
friend got me hooked to this songgg.
sounded like jay chou's workpiece when i first heard it in the theatres that time, when peeps watched 'i not stupid too'. haha.

hmmm. it's been awhile since i posted an entry.
can't wait for o's to end.
so many things i want to do. but cant ):
ahhh.

filming;

yesterday!
3rd month.supposedly.
rushed to school to hand in homework.
afterwhich, i flew to compass to meet iryani, grace and carmen.
it was already 4 by then -.-"
me helped the three of them shake fries!!
so fun(:
but couldnt eat. apparently, i ate so much that i have sore throat already.
grace, please drink lots of water! haha.
percussion-ed. iryani and carmen looked real bored luh. hee.
loitered around compass.
took bus with iryani.
missionary had a nice talk with master(:

today.
marks the day we had atc exactly a year ago.
woke up and immediately started on laundry.
i ran out of clothes -.-"
watched teevee. ate. read my book. sleep.
going for dinner soon.

hmmm.