yesterday.
i was freaking bored.
so i left the warmth of my house. which was literally filled with heated arguements.
sat at the playground.
the place brought back way too many memories.
but the one i loved best;
was the one where me and grace saw a shooting star,
as we lay down and watched the stars till 9 plus.
somehow, i can't seem to recall the wish i made. haha.
so i sat there last night, stoning at the space for awhile.
and indeed, i feel exactly the same as master.
i dont feel prepared to sit for o's. at all.
i wondered if i'd stone for the main papers,
like how i did during mother tongue o level.
that one way or another, my mind went wandering off for seconds that became minutes. and then to the voice of the invigilator saying "pens down", i realised the whole damn thing was over.
i should really stop dreaming through my life.
i dont want to wake up only to the end of everything, when my life is almost through, where someone would just announce that the test is over.
so i did not exactly noticed the time. until my brother called me and began lecturing me.
i was out for almost 3 hours. ha.

are we as good as we think we are?
then why is it so hard to admit the mistakes that we commit.

pens down.