the 3 months holiday is almost over.

but doesn't feel as much as a holiday than to a period of failures and frustration.
have been waking up in anxiety.
like a long list of worries waiting to carry on haunting me at my waking moments.
but i guess that's just me, a person who has difficulty keeping calm,
letting emotions get ahead.
but lately, just feel like dropping everything, not having to care about things.
things that seem to be beyond our control.

year 2 is about to start.
and already, feeling all burnt out.

what ifs. should haves.
let's suffocate in silence.

on repeat.

nice lyrics.

沒有圓周的鐘 失去旋轉意義
下雨這天 好安靜
遠行沒有目的
距離不是問題
不愛了 是你的謎底 

我佔據 格林威治 守候著你
在時間 標準起點 回憶過去
你卻在 永夜了的 極地旅行
等愛在 失溫後 漸漸死去 

喔 「對不起」 這句話 打亂了時區
喔 你要我 在最愛的時候 睡去
我越想越清醒 

喔 愛你沒差 那一點時差 喔～
你離開這一拳給的 太重
我的心找不到 換日線 它在哪
我只能不停的飛
直到我將你挽回 

愛你不怕 那一點時差 喔～
就讓我靜靜一個人 出發
你的心總有個 經緯度 會留下
我會回到你世界
跨越愛的時差


 too tired and numbed to fight this.