hello.

disappeared for quite a while.
hmmm.
nothing much. it's just school school school.
and i'm sick of it.

the highlight for last week was area 7 games day.
played dodgeball. sjc vs monfort. damn hilarious.
then, there was the thrilling tug-o-war.
first time screamed till i found no voice coming out from me.
played captain's ball with fellow CIs against cedar girls.
then, mr pang lead the cheer and said he'll give the unit a treat. overall champion.
how i wish squadmates were all there. miss screaming and going crazy with them.

okay. besides that, there's really nothing much to say about my life.
get well cynthia!

sometimes,

we all need a little reminder to remind ourselves that we are not as good as we thought we were.
you were good in the past doesn't mean that you'll still be good in the future.

we should be doing better.
sigh. i'm not good enough.

baa baa black sheep, have you any wool?
yes sir, yes sir, three bags full.

hmmm.
funny nursery rhymes.
i'd be freaked out if my sheep answers me in english.
haha.
is it really educating to teach children that sheeps speak when they don't?
okay. THIS IS SO RANDOM -.-"

i've only went online to do project these days.
or else. i'm not online.
duh. common sense rights. haha.
yesterday.
had atc meeting. no comments.
then it was fun fun fun after that.
ahhh. mother just brought in coffee for me. yum yum.
anyway. as i was saying!!!
it was quite an adventure having to eat our brunch, pull van out of the mud, then prepare uniform at some random place, then flew to hta to shoot a few rounds, shop, stone at the top of mt. faber, find the famous katong laksa, find a spot to watch fireworks, then home.
yay. i've summarised everything in just one sentence.
in which if teacher sees it, will probably fail me for poor sentence structuring. ah wells -.-"

brrr. as much as we want our lives to go on smoothly, things will never go the way we want them to be.
thus, i'm going to try ignoring these unneccessary worries.

why do we try so hard to fit into society.
to find a place where we belong. to be accepted by the people around us.

why do we try so hard to prove to others we are not inferior, that we are as good as them.
boasting one's capabilities hides the weakness one has inside.

mao. thoughts flooding my head once again.
p.s. i miss master. she's the best to laugh with, to go crazy with, to stone with, to cry with.

... ... ...
i'm partially deaf now thanks to the ear infection.
do you think it's related to the ulcers all over my mouth? and me feeling super cold when i'm under the blanket in room temperature? and the types of sore throats i had? lol.

comparing myself to my very young self in primary school,
i realised that i am a super unfit, sick kid.
this is going to be the how many times i am going to visit the doctor -.-
yes, despite getting gold for napfa for the sixth time in the row(thank you thank you),
OKAY. that's really not the point. haha.
the point is, i'm just weak.

i found this very meaningful quote said by yueying herself.
"the strength on the outside may not reflect the one coming from the inside."


hmmm...
do you know that sometimes, we all need a hearing aid
to aid us in listening?

05 July 2008 - 6th batch gathering



















06 July 2008 - punggol end with you.





11 July 2008 (international shit day) - emo clique gathering






























they are the ones i find comfort in; always bringing a smile to my face.
miss them super muchhhh. i am so so grateful to have met them.
how i wish time could just slow down for all of us.
gosh. i love you guys.


yep. haven't been blogging for a really long time.
i have 2 ulcers on my tongue! ow. okay. random -.-"
hmmm. dont wanna update much about my life anyway.
feels pretty much haywired.

thoughts that i've pondered over(which i haven't done that for such a long time):
- making assumptions don't mean we're smart. it actually makes us look stupid by concluding what we think is right. but, the fact is, it's not right. hence, do not assume. get our facts right before making ourselves look like a fool.
- to find out the irony in life, you must: See the situation, the Expected outcome, and the Actual outcome

despite problems bugging me,
just being with the super rare friends and the super rare you is enough to make all sadness vanish.
loves.

HELLO WORLD!

okay. i'm here to just say that i'll put up the pics of our 6th batch squad gathering as soon as i upload it. sigh. youth day's today yet there's lesson later. spoiler ):

Hello! Haha. Omg, is this green?! o.O

Anyway, this is not Jolene posting. Hahaha. Okay, mad. Have the honour of being her one and only guest blogger (I think, hmmm). Haha. Decided to add colours to her blog. (: (Life too, maybe)

Just wanna say this: ThanksIJojo,lforoeverything.v(:e Laylaola.uI really don't know what to say anymore already. =/

Loves! (:

i've been thinking a lot for the past few days.
but i think i prefer to keep my thoughts to myself these days. haha.
i'm thinking too much again.
anyway, a random thing.
I'VE BEEN SLEEPING IN LECTURES AND TUTORIALS LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS!!!
okay. lame -.-"

ah wells. the entry seems short. let me upload more pictures for fun. lalala.

me. carmen. stephanie.


bored people! (:


the parade is formed up and ready for inspection, sir!


GOH NPCC girls(: