yes i know i have actually disappeared for quite a while.
after all that busy-ing,

SYFOC'08 is finally over.
it's been a really great experience for me. and i bet it also applies to everyone else who were in it.
let me post pictures first. and talk second.


typical parade trainings.

rasidah and me!


rafael and me!


SYFOC'08 (:

GOH singing birthday song(different versions) to one of our girls.


boys giving FI Fadzri a hug. awww(:


the ladies!


look at their freaking-out faces before marching in. heh -.-"


bryan. rui jie. me. brings back memories of npap(:


rafael sir and me once again(:



yep. it's been a really fascinating journey we have went through.
it's an honour to take the GOH girls with saleha and rasidah.
and i have to mention about this.
i feel bad but i can't help but laugh at the thought of what happened to carmen after the parade -.-"
i didn't really exactly rescue you though. go thank the really really nice person driving!
and please take care, dear fragile kid!

i guess it's back to reality.
school's going to start once again.

tempted to take a plane, fly across the ocean in search of an island where no one would find me, parachute down and live happily ever after. the end.

one minute this. one minute that.

that's just a typical fickle-minded human being.
hate me. or hate me not.
like my blog url. it's the stupidity of mankind that actually cause our ownselves the misery that we see in this world today.

sigh.

my imaginative thought:
plugging out my cpu. carry and throw it out of the window.

HAHA. okay. lame.

i'm supposed to study geog today.
but with this computer staring back at me, i can't help but bloggg.
hmmm. i'm getting lazier each day.
i end up sleeping each time i open up my book.
even yesterday's syf training, i had moments where i just stoned -.-

woke up quite a few times last night.
had some random thoughts about the recent things that happened.
it was a super cold night anyway.
se ramo.

oh thank you yongxin!!! (:
it's been a while since i've done this. haha.


1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
too lazy to use a ruler to measure. haha.

2. What do you want to do now?
SLEEP.

3. What is the craziest thing you did for your crush?
nothing. lol.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
nah. the most is just get angry with them.

5. Where do you wish to die?
in my bed.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
OF COURSE. (:

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
to turn back the time. to make all unhappiness vanish.

8. Is there something which you wished never happened?
many many things actually.

9.Are you happy with your life now?
pretty much contented.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
-.-"

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
stone.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
hatred? envy? jealousy? loneliness?

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
treasure all of them loads.

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
i really dont know... midyears spoils everything.

15. What is the most dumb thing you've ever done?
wow. there's too much to list.

Tag 10 people, list them down at the end of the post.Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

AHHHH.

i don't know why i've been yawning for the past few days.
anyway, it's been a pretty cool week. but i feel guilty for not studying -.-

area 19 atc was rather fascinating.
got to know fun people. haha. and i think our first aid post was super cozy.
was part time group i/c, part time first aider.

syf trainings were okay i guess.
and it's amazing. cause though i am just a reserve for GOH contingent commander, two years back, as a sec3 cadet, i never thought that i would ever become a parade trainer.
was super envious of my squadmates everytime they tell me about their syf trainings in the past.

ah wells. speaking of amazing things, here's a list of things which i find it unbelievable.
it amazes me that time have passed so fast. that things have changed.
it amazes me that one particular bus ride have made such a great impact in my life.
it amazes me that i am actually a cadet inspector. cause i don't feel like i'm one.
it amazes me how often i think of my friends whom which i haven't spoke to for a very long time as i look at the pictures of my wall.
it amazes me that i have long stopped celebrating children's day. and soon stop youth day.

life is amusing.

i'm drawing back.
if i could disappear into thin air, i would. and leave these problems behind.

good morningggg people!
school starts slightly later than usual today.
going to start packing my bag for atc soon. ha.
do message me if there need be for the 3 days i'm gone.

you'll be missed!

yue ying is currently doing many many crunches on my floor!!!
-.-"
we were doing our revision before that. ha.

anyway, i'm super slack right now at this moment.
sigh. in fact, i am super slack for this whole week.
oh i just started playing Dancing on the moonlight in hopes to motivate yue ying here with her leg raise. oh she's super adorable now. screaming while exercising -.-"
she has her big big canoeing competition next week. all the best yeah! (:
as i was saying!!!
i must really start preparing for exams. after next week.
it's going to be rather hectic for next week.

monday: school. syf. movie date with carmen.
tuesday: school. pulau ubin.
wednesday: pulau ubin.
thursday: pulau ubin.
friday: syf. revision.
saturday: revision.
sunday: revision.

i wish that there was more time.