the tall. and the taller.


okay. that's lame. haha. i'm really bored.
yue ying stayed over last night.

she arrived at almost 11 at night from karin's house.
she took my clothes, new toothbrush, and my favourite towel.
quite expected that she steals food lah hor -.-"
one extremely funny thing happened while she washed her face.
cynthia knows the story. wahahaha. we practically burst out laughing.

watched grey's anatomy.
cooked non-spicy noodles for big bird.

then she goes off to sleep on MY bed.
stole all my pillows ):
and blanket as well
was online-ing while she was fast asleep.
then she started MUTTERING OUT LOUD suddenly.
couldnt make out what she was saying.
i turned in at 4am.
was awaken when she started blabbering. again. so suddenly.
how scary >.<

one day shall video her sleep.
haha.
woke up at 10.
sent her off.
enjoyed her company last night. whee.

hmmm. there's training for sec2s tomorrow.
and i'll be going back school to hand in our first homework assignment.
before i fly back home again -.-"

mother flew off this morning.
the house is mine mine mine.
wahahahaha.
to do the house chores.

rights -.-"


i feel just as empty as the house is.

how do we know what to expect.
when we fail to meet one's expectations.

get my drift? (:

less than 24 hours to mother tongue o's.
imagine this. at this very hour tomorrow,
scribbling down our last few answer before time is up.
laughs. and i'm still here blogging -.-"
tuition tomorrow! and yue ying promised to treat me seaweed shaker fries(:
wahahahaha. i'm honoured darling!
okok. i shall go do my chinese now. humphhh.

it's all about desicion-making.

spoke to mr yeo during recess.
mother said sure.
but i'm still considering.
ah wells.

mother tongue programme - day 7.
had lunch with darling cynthia, yueying and denyse at rm after school.
grace came too. so sorry. i kind of forgot bout that.
i laughed throughout the day. there was no other way to react.
stayed back with iryani carmen marie in school.
then went compass to top up ezlink card.
bought tons of junk food to stuff myself at home. yet. i have no appetite.
afterwhich, iryani waited with me till my bus arrived.
flew home. feeling all tired out.

no blog songs for now.
i need the silence.
you asked. i stoned.
perhaps my indecisiveness have caused these upsets. i was never worthy. doubt you'd read this though. but please take care.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Say you're right again
Heed my lecture

Face down in the dirt, she said,
This doesn't hurt, she said,
I finally had enough.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
It's coming round again.

don't ask me a thing.
shoo.

miss wong yue ying. please delete those awful pictures of me -.-"
thank euuu.

slept the whole day today.
slept since yesterday from 5pm.
laughs.

yesterday.
had some npcc presentation at catholic high early in the morning.
didnt want to go home early so i made yue ying go j8 to study.
bought the chinese book that i wanted.
then took bus with yue ying.
alighted few stops after that.
and strolled damn slowly to my block.
mp3 was there to keep me company through my walk. and thoughts.
came home, used the computer for a while.
then that's when i fell asleep accidently. IN MUFTI.

sorry grace. didn't reply you.
hurrhurr.
my computer crashed by the way ):
i've to fight for brother's com.
blah.

dumbfolded.

true friends would be there for you.

have ever you been there for them?

or did you just laugh at their pathetic problems.
and look down upon them.
if we were to tell others our problem,
would they judge us. and think that we're just some kind of weakling.
yet if we were to keep our problems to ourselves,
would we be seen as a strong person. who never complains?


didn't sleep the whole of last night.
it was fun. laughs.
slept at 6.30am this morning.
woke up at 12 to find the rain falling and my phone ringing.
my mother asked if i kept the clothing.
i was like "sheet".
tried to keep back the fully SOAKED-clothings.
carried in the first one. clothes were dripping wet.
floor was slippery because of that.
almost slipped when i attempted to carry the second one in. it was too heavy.
i felt pathetic.
helpless.
so i just let the other 4 bamboos hang out in the rain till it stopped after an hour later.

i've become a total heck-care attitude person.
perhaps it's because no one has ever bothered. so i guess i should too.

midyear is finally over.

don't talk to me about those papers though. the feeling sucked. but i laugh it off. cause i'm not gonna brood over my failures anymore.
went out with amanda, cynthia, karin and yueying after final paper.
had a 40 mins sakae buffet at marina at around 1630.
practically stuffed ourselves with many many sushi.
then rushed back to catch this malay horrow movie - jangan pandang keblakang.
it's kind of freaky. the ghost's face. haha.
dozing off in some parts of the movie. rather sleep deprived luh.
but people around me were screaming and cracking cold jokes in the theatre. lame -.-"
went esplanade after that.
and gazed at the nightsky.
which brings back memories for us. laughs.

the stars you gave were as stunning as those in the sky.
we all want to speak. yet. we find no words coming out.
it's not that we couldn't find the right words. it's that we dont have the right to.

when i'm bored,

i'd count the stars.

RANDOM.


i love my friends.
so sometimes it's better to be just friends.
brother's having this dont-know-what-occassion parade now.
he's one childish annoying ass.
i'm not supposed to be blogging.

yue ying's blog song rocks.

i should be mugging.
but i dont have that energy to carry on after screwing up every paper we did so far.
mel mel mel mel mel mel mel mel.

j fan club is in love with their idol.

last night. i discovered fascinating people that added me weeks ago and i didn't even know.

i love crapping.

iryani and i are ome people.

and we will mug till the day o's end.

chinese mid year paper. was. prelims.
that feeling sucks. to be last.
npcc day is on monday.

which is pure chem paper.

and tuition at rp.

blah.

GOING PULAU UBIN WITH SQUADDIES! (:

and carmen and marie wants to kill me.

so sorry dear!! didn't realise the date.

hmmm.

i wonder if i'd survive through the whole week in the first place.

till the last paper is done.

woots.

i might have died before the saturday's outing.

and i'll die without learning how to ride a bike):