true friends would be there for you.

have ever you been there for them?

or did you just laugh at their pathetic problems.
and look down upon them.
if we were to tell others our problem,
would they judge us. and think that we're just some kind of weakling.
yet if we were to keep our problems to ourselves,
would we be seen as a strong person. who never complains?


didn't sleep the whole of last night.
it was fun. laughs.
slept at 6.30am this morning.
woke up at 12 to find the rain falling and my phone ringing.
my mother asked if i kept the clothing.
i was like "sheet".
tried to keep back the fully SOAKED-clothings.
carried in the first one. clothes were dripping wet.
floor was slippery because of that.
almost slipped when i attempted to carry the second one in. it was too heavy.
i felt pathetic.
helpless.
so i just let the other 4 bamboos hang out in the rain till it stopped after an hour later.

i've become a total heck-care attitude person.
perhaps it's because no one has ever bothered. so i guess i should too.