in this video,
which character best describes you? who would you think of?
and i wonder to myself...

"be a better human in life"
that's what someone would always say.
and that someone really made a difference in my life.
i'm really thankful to have met such persons.
i've learnt a lot, seen things in another perspective,
gotten opportunities to grow.
all these, i will carry with me throughout my life.

on a side note,
as our course of 3 years is coming to an end,
so much uncertainties in life have begun to surface...
and the question is, where would i able to go from here?



and i know i said it was fine,
but i can't help but feel the hurt as i witness it happening right before me.

i'm going to work hard, study hard.
i will. i will. i will.
i'm not going to be lazy anymore.
just for the next 4 months i will.
determination please come back.
do not let anything else affect you jolene.
i can do this!!!

on a side note, it's been a while since i've gone back to sjc for npcc.
feeling a bit uncertain when i go back next week...

lots of thoughts to process.
oh wells.