i'm going to work hard, study hard.
i will. i will. i will.
i'm not going to be lazy anymore.
just for the next 4 months i will.
determination please come back.
do not let anything else affect you jolene.
i can do this!!!

on a side note, it's been a while since i've gone back to sjc for npcc.
feeling a bit uncertain when i go back next week...

lots of thoughts to process.
oh wells.