the 3 months holiday is almost over.

but doesn't feel as much as a holiday than to a period of failures and frustration.
have been waking up in anxiety.
like a long list of worries waiting to carry on haunting me at my waking moments.
but i guess that's just me, a person who has difficulty keeping calm,
letting emotions get ahead.
but lately, just feel like dropping everything, not having to care about things.
things that seem to be beyond our control.

year 2 is about to start.
and already, feeling all burnt out.

what ifs. should haves.
let's suffocate in silence.