today morning, i woke up and grabbed my books to mug. but an hour later, i was watching School of Rock on cinemax. -.-" then watched MTV top ten. yeah. laughs.
this song reminds me of you.
later playing latern with yue ying and cynthia. unless cynthia would rather go shopping huh -.-" i dreamt of something yesterday. i dreamt tat i playing with my friend again. but dreams always come out the exact opposite. so wat the heck all rights. i need to concentrate with my studies now. yay. byebye world.

07102006
study physics & amaths
play candles

0 8 10 2006
study emaths & physics
amaths tuition

i barely studied for 2 hours and i'm already giving up.

today i was mugging for chem. and i asked kendra why she aint doing tat. and she said she'd given up already. maybe i should just do tat as well. yeah. perhaps i should. wat for continue now. when i know tat they'll just kick me out of the pures after today's crap i've written on my answer sheet.
i'm breaking down. i dont have tat energy to even attempt to achive tat goal anymore. and i'm here blogging away precious time tat's meant for mugging.
is it just my eyes or is it the haze. sigh.

if doing 4 hours of chinese paper today aint enough, then there's still TWENTY damn chapters of chemistry to finish off before 8.15am tomorrow. last minute studying again(: but at least we get to go home at 10.15am after tat. hahas. i shall catch up with my sleep tomorrow after my chemistry paper then. whee.

making coffee later. last night i was rather hyper. even though it was past mid-night. caffeine makes me HIGH(: i know grace was dozing off again on the phone. hahas. thanks for accompanying me study my chemistry(: and guess wat. today's chinese? well. it was crappy as usual. ah wells. tata people.


eyelids heavy.

eyelids drooping...


dropping....



CLOSED!!

okok. i admit tat even though i have thoughts about tat, i'll still never be able to achieve my dream-on target. who was i kidding. but still, i'll do my best. yes! me and big birdie will work hard together yeah(:


targets for SA2

english - B3 C5
which i think would be SUCH a miracle. sorry miss lim. i've screwed this up and i think i'm gonna fail):

chinese - B3
my chinese isH sHo awful. how to get so high. tsk.

social studies & geography - A2 B3
i know it's the most wishful thinking i can ever have. mrs lee would be so disappointed with today's paper.

amaths - B3
maths is hard, for me. but i hope to make miss ong happy(:

emaths - A2
judging from today's paper one, i think i need to work like damn hard for paper two now. hai. but for mr yeo, i think i can make this happen.

pure physics - A1
mrs thiru said 70 is like the passing mark. and she wants us to get 75 the least. so yeah. i hope tat i'm not too stupid enough to disappoint her.

pure chemistry - A2
eh. it's one of the hardest subject okay. with those dumb essay, how to even make it through? sigh. okok. i shall just keep my promise to miss su to do better this time round.

4th october, wednesday.
0900 - 1030 (1hr 45mins) ............ Combined Humanities (Social Studies) 2190/01
11-30 13-30 (2 hrs) ...................... Elementary Mathematics (Paper 1) 4017/01


letter of the day :
F

for
FREAKS. i'm pissed.

humph.

oh ya. by the way, i'm not a nerd. so dont call me tat. kaes lah. peace people. because UN here AIMS for peace and stability(:

hmmm. i'm still pissed.
no. not about the NERDY thing; i'm just hardworking(:

but... argh. idiots. i'm off to channel my anger on social studies then. NERD not. (:


word of the day.
overrated - "to have too good an opinion of something"
"don't overrate yourself, because you are nothing but an annoying piece of dung"
- did i use it right? pardon me, cause my language = YUCKS.
see, mE learn sHo mani new words todae. i hope EUU have 2(:

somtimes, the sound of your voice IRKS me.
tuition just ended. so anyway. it's CHILDREN'S DAY(: cynthia sms-ed me at 1am yesterday -.-"

didn't bother to reply her. HAHA. my beauty sleep lah(x i asked my mother for an advanced of my allowance. to buy some dumb books. laughs. bored. all rights. cant blog now. loves.
yes, i wanna beat you TAT MUCH.
"suddenly, i realised tat running away wouldnt solve this stupid misery. yet, i took no initiative to start the conversation because i hated the humilation." - from my SA2 english compo.