training.
nothing much to say on this one.
compass-ed again. ate and walk walk walk.
then somehow become 4 people walking. iryani ma'am, me, marie and carmen.
punggol ended. it's been so long. and it seemed to be more grassier these days.
hmmm.
i dug a hole. carmen built a mountain. we stoned.
then here i am. about to doze off.

there are no emotions to express to all these nonsense.
there are no comments to give so i'd rather not speak at all.
and. "there is no such thing as an emo person" quoted from winekone on youtube.

today's mission was rather. ya. like tat.
training. raining. i can't do rusok correctly always.
jojo has been living in constant fear. she can't find the sash at times. thus she became nervous. blanked out. panicked. she's lousy.
compasspoint. dined with iryani ma'am, carmen, marie and vanessa.
they were really lame people. whee heehee. timing for chewing (:
then marie and vanessa had to leave earlier. so we were left there rotting.
went bata for awhile before we bid each other goodbye when my bus arrived.

"when we were new and young. we were hopeful freshies with too many big dreams. i tried to remain optimistic, but there seemed to be people who were out to dash all of wat was left. that's when i felt the cold hard slap of reality. so in the end, i would still see everything through the eyes of the pessimist."
- my commonwealth essay. [between worlds] of the optimist and the pessimist.

yesterday.
WAS FUN((:
and I HEREBY STATE THAT AMANDA'S BUTT WAS NOT MOLESTED BY ME.
i have been such an innocent darling can! hahas.
met iryani for breakfast at jalan kayu. she was 40 mins late due to her delicious cooking at home!!
so, we were late in the end to meet the people. wahahahas.
we roamed around compass. WONDERING WHEN KARIN WOULD COME!!
then we decided to head to esplanade first.
me and yue ying were doing the most retarded stuffs you can think of throughout the outing.
and she told SOMEONE my deepest darkest secret! tat happened at cynthia's house last time -.-"
wahahahah.
but went off to marina square due to the HUNGY PEOPLE WITH HUNGRY STOMACHS!!!
and it was prata again tat they ate!! hurrhurr.
everyone didnt have much appetite in the end. only kongrui and yue ying finished their prata -.-"
well. nadiah actually finished the eggy and plainy too! but she was struggling a lil. ahaha.
then back to esplanade where we crapped so much.
and they all gang up to bully my wallet!!!
iryani and kongrui was... giving sweets to the earth below. lol.
IN THE LIFT. we took like 5 MINUTES to get from the 4th floor to the ground floor?!
and people were accussing me of tickling amanda's butt! URGH!!!
i'm INNOCENT!!! humph. angry -.-
stayed there for awhile, planning where to go.
in the end, nadiah went to meet her friends. and me had to go home. so we all decided to train back.
TADA! END!
haha. i rarely update about outings. but yeah. i love this one.
it's one of the most memorable(:

SCHOOL-ED.
i have no idea what's so nice to describe about every day lessons. so yeah.
EVERYONE SEEMED TO HAVE CAUGHT THE LOVELY FLU!!!
orhhh!!! i'm feeling so guilty.
extra lesson after school with mr yeo.

TRAINING.
rather slack with iryani ma'am today.
was feeling rather crappy. whee.
but it was fun. cause master was there!
even had a lunch break in between. hahas.
then off we go to compass with michelle and yue ying!

i know nothing.
1095. 165.
numbers. that mean more than just the digits itself.

doubts. when rumors were heard.
drift. when things no longer remain the same.
yet, despite all these changes,
at the end of the day,
only the few ones would somehow stay.
hmmm... i'm away in thoughts.
while. you're away.

VALERIE!
I LOVE YOU! i dont know wat's troubling you darling. but i promise i wont leave you all rights. ahhh. me know jolene bad. jolene hung up on you. was feeling a little drowsy with all tat flu last night): but my sweet sweet twinzee. DO CHEER UP!

melissa.
thanks for being there all these while. i'm all right. just trying to figure out my thoughts. laogong has been missed by me!

OUTING SOON!!! (:
no clothes -.-"

reunion dinner today was...
hmmm...
interesting.
nothing there seem to help me with my poor cough -.-
whee.
happy chinese new year eve people!

hmmm.
my room is still in a mess though.
sigh.
i dont know what i'm doing.
i really dont.
so i shall wait. for someone to tell me.
wat i ought to do.
or else. i'm not gonna do anything about all these.
ha.
too much books and notes already man.
i need more files!

sigh.

missionary is sick too! )):

reached school.
neither me nor grace had any mood.
then during assembly... ... ...
thanks bern, for being there. and amanda. for offering your precious water -.-"
had half a day of usual lessons.
and after recess was the nemation clips and cny celebration.

voice was shaky for first class footdrill training today.
when... DRIP!!!
my nose went running off -.-
so paiseh can.
and i totally declare that my footdrill stinks like rotten potato!!
wasn't concentrating. hmmm...
but! jacqueline ma'am allowed me to join the sec2s for an hour's training!
woohoo. went iryani ma'am's group.
so fun(: master's always there to make me laugh out loud.
debriefed with the sec2s for the last time.
sad. master and i felt sad!! miserable.
ah wells. training ended with a debrief with rachel ma'am.
and off to compass.

GET WELL SOON MASTER!!!
missionary having a sore throat yet again. maybe it's a sign! that i should stop doing timing.
coughs. no more manly voice again ):
overrate. oneself. doesnt mean that one is actually as good.
i'm not good enough for anything. anyone.