woots.

friday the thirteenth.
and we've offcially stepped down!
hmmm.

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okay. enough stoning.
hah. apparently faeezah and i were stoning on our way out of school. we were thinking about those happy times in our sec two and three life. laughs.
so today's training...
iryani ma'am and i haven't been to the unit training for a really long time so yeah. we crapped alot. big time man. hahas. master was so lame!! with the skit and hang ma'am game. we laugh until our stomach hurts can. miss our sec2s already luh. lol.
okok. it's past one in the morning. and the only two human who are online are both from npcc. we're like going to see each other in another 6 hours time. ahaha. how lame. and the worse thing is that i haven't prepared my uniform!!! woohoo.
so me shall go rush rush iron (not burn) my uniformmm now. haha. cynthia(:
2.4km tomorrow. and all of us ain't going.

big birdie. cheer up okay my lil darling!
everyone was in red and black. we're such emo people for this last training.

okay. back from school.
news came out that pop is after june holidays.
sighhh.
that's awfully long.
especially when things have already changed. too much for us to remain the same.
assembly today was retarded.
lessons were like. that lor. laughs.
waited for mr yeo for like 45 mins in his homeroom after school.
but he didn't turn up. i guess he has forgotten about the extra lesson luh.
stayed back in the canteen. tried to study. but ended up talking to min min. it's been awhile. hah. brings back memories somehow -.-"
and home i flew.

make all the monsters and creatures disappear.
erase all the once-sweet-memories that has turned bad.
would you do that?
could you do that.

it's raining.

wake me up. when september ends.

dont you love this song. hah. greenday so rocks man(:
but imagine waking when september really ends. it'll be o levels by then!!! where got time to sleep. must do revision already lah. laughs. lame.
so cold ~~~
which reminds me faeezah very-bad-sense-of-humor. like kak, like adik! haha.
brrr.

so i took a nap last night. supposed to finish up my work. but i ended waking up at 5 this morning.
read some messages on my phone. replied. did geog. and now i'm blogging -.-"
everyone's asleep. well. not all. i was sms-ing my friend who's doing homework too!
laughs. cool luh. at least i'm not the only odd one doing work early in the morninggg.
schedule this week stinks. totally.
everyone's counting down to pop. be it happily counting. or sadly counting. 6 more days!
hmmmm... aye.
everyone's mugging. everyone but me.

sigh.
we do something to please someone.
but we end up disappointing someone else.

dozed off in the bus back to sengkang today.
goh got our npdp teeshirt already. which somehow caused a few of them to lose their plain white shirt after changing out of their number ones. hmmm.
you get something. but you end up losing something else.
anyway.
the 7 only girls from the gold unit flag bearers were super high today!!!
haha. during lunch, iryani ma'am was trying to be funny with her burger. it was cute lah. laughs. and everyone became high after the meal. we suspect that the drink is the cause of our hyperness! ha.
it rained.
did an indoors rehearsal. which makes today's training saddening. but i've decided to carry on being really high. until the sir got annoyed with me somehow -.-"

went punggol end before training.
i think i've crapped too much. shall fast forward!!!
>>>>>>>>
*clicks* PLAY!
done. and here i am. about to just lie on my bed and die.

i havent been a good friend.
we all have got our problems. what makes mine so special.
there's more to it.
but it's better not to speak.

just woke up. found my extremely cold dinner at the corner of the house, almost decomposing already. laughs. bleah.

i actually took bus 132 today and met up with lynnette ma'am, her sis and grace. hah. it's been awhile luh. went out with grace to buy something after school. oh ya. the waiting for grace was bad. i was molested by some sicko!!! humph. hmmm. grace and i crapped like no one's business today!!! haha. i was having flashbacks again. hmmm...
some things are more than what it seems. whereas some things are less than what it appears to be.
training tomorrow. dont want. feel sooo sick of it already. so sick that i actually fell sick on the previous one -.-" managed to escape to march with kak and adik(: because that stick brings back bad memories. and the feeling will be even more horrible. which makes me even more sick. ha. get the logic? stick makes me sick!

i'm here to express how much i love this two particular adik here much much!
adik faeezah! for being there for me. listening and crapping. foaming as well -.-" and also fanning me on monday. hah. my number 1 first aid partner who wrapped my head like dont know what nasi lemak during first aid course last year!!! lol.
adik hazwani! for crapping with me during npdp trainings. you rock(: coloursparty wont be colourful without you!!

happy april fools.

not in a mood. so no pranks please.

hmmm.
yesterday had npap full dress rehearsal.
but goh was in half u instead.
went big birdie's house after tat.
fell asleep in her sister's bed. for like 2 hours. hurrhurr.
dragged myself off the bed and off we went to school.
campfire.
no comments.
chit-chatted with squadmates at the court.
home i went.

thanks lijun, yueying. i really appreciate it. you dont know how much that company means to me.

i made a big mistake. they made a even bigger mistake.
of sending me there.
i dont want this. i dont want any of it.
i dont deserve such opportunity.