i admit i was showing inappropriate emotions. these days.

laughs.

physics was boring me out last night.

messaged two people out of the boredom-ness.

melissa was asleep. but. she woke up specially to read my message. she even called me.

hurrhurr.

sorry for disturbing you.

and thanks for being there.

number one fan loves you! (:

the other person was awake lah. but she was too lazy to reply me. humphhh. i wonder who could that person be.

okok. i've been rather crappy these days.

back from chemistry tuition at 10 just now.

gonna take a break before continuing some revision.

wont be blogging till next week.

so i shall blog till i die for this short period of time.

hahas.

today was. fascinating!!

30th april.

the start of midyears.

and CHRISTABEL'S BIRTHDAY ((:

sorry forgot about the present. too stress over exams already. lol -.-

screwed my english paper. sigh.

after paper, cynthia, me and yue ying left school to compass kfc while waiting for our squadmates, to go off together to hta, to give back our no. 1.

christabel arrived. she wanted pizza hut.

went pizza hut luh. joycelyn ma'am treated us soup and drinks!!!

we had TONS of food can.

she even gave christabel a birthday brownie.

her sister and friend's sang a birthday song for bel too.

THEN AFTER THAT. came lydia, lijun and cecilia.

they were holding this cake and singing birthday song again.

so sweet luh(:

ahaha. then yue ying, cynthia and i decided to sing another round.

BUT. they stopped halfway. thanks arh.

lydia's father fetched lydia to hta to help us return our no.1s. thanks mother!

BUT!!! sigh. so paiseh lah hor. shall not say -.-"

went cynthia's house to mug.

and we began crapping -.-"

we discussed about our plan after our midyears.

we are going pulau ubin!! (like hello. it's only the end of our first paper)

i shall learn how to cycle there. ha.

SAW FUNNY PICTURES OF US WHEN WE TOOK NEOPRINTS YEARS BACKKK.

hah. i BURST OUT LAUGHING for like 10 mins -.-"

TUITION.

i malu-ed myself.

and even worse. i almost fell off the chair while trying to glance at yue ying's periodic table -.-"

okayyy. i know it's a little overdue.

but yep. the pictures from npcc annual parade 2007(:


the parade.


march past.


the 7 colourful girls from gold unit flag party!


hazwani from crescent. she's my most adorable sis(:


iryani ma'am and me!!!


master and missionary again! with jacqueline ma'am and rachel ma'am!


north vista and sjc - area 7 gufp!


whee. done.
okay. i feel super high.
it's less than half an hour before the start of the new month of may.
i'm sorry. BACK TO BOOKS!

take care people!!!

this is how small words can look like when you stare at them for a pretty long time.

ok.
it's past 2 in the morning.
AND I HAVE NOT BEEN MUGGING.
this is bad.
awful. horrible. hopeless.
i'm doomed.
i can't make it.
you should not promise anyone anything if you know you can't keep your words.
neither should we lie to others. nor to ourselves.
and this is what you would discover after further staring at your notes; words can actually disappear!!!
that's when your mind turns totally blank. woohoo.
ah heck.
just face the freaking reality. the world does not revolve around you jolene.
GO STUDYYY.

how ironic. things can actually get.
and i laughed.
as i couldn't really find any other words to reply in the end.
odd emotions luh.
but i'd continue to stay at one side and keep quiet.
because 'dui wo lai shuo'
complaining is only for people who are unable to accept things. that don't go their way.

end.

WOOTS.

i'll update today's events tomorrow(((:
had the most memorable, adventurous day of my lifetime today!
and also. the most mistakes i've ever committed.

a little understanding is what we all need.

take mine.
i dont want it at all.
what for. when i dont deserve it as much as others do.

screwed.
just like what amanda had said.

i dont know why i'm here blogging. all i know is that
i need to talk.

talk talk talk.
i wanna talk rot. wooooots.
i've been wooting for more than a week already.
think it's such a fun word. hmmm. did anyone remember me, two years ago, using a word called FASCINATING? like alot alot of time? haha(:

yesterday was nice(:
npap training early in the morning.
on the bus. me and master were all hyped up. singing the song that never ends. haha.
took a seat at our classroom. crescent and cedar didn't bring their
no.1 u ):
sad. cause master and i were looking forward to change in the handicap toilet together with them, along with yue ting from rivervalley, stripping and cracking lame jokes at the same time. wahahaha. we are one bunch of funny people luh!!! (:
did one indoor. one outdoor.
meal was fun. fighting over who should eat the sausage. daryl sir asked iryani to eat the last one can. but somehow. i was forced to eat tat in the end -.-"
the march was super long from the classroom to the drill shed luh.
and it was obvious that i wasn't really paying much attention.
i was practically jumping(changing leg) when we had that super long march. and when we march past during the preview.
wonder if amirah's leg is feeling all right now.
gufp made the rifle contingent people wait for the first time. wait until they had to chase us out of our room during debrief. hurrhurr.
then bus back to compass.

went to cut hair after that. home we went.
hmmm.
was doing up my timetable today. and as i was writing...
monday... tuesday... wednesday... thursday...
friday: ______
i paused for awhile. realising that fridays wouldn't be the same again.
sad.

okok. i ought to start studying.
15 days to mid-years.