why do we try so hard to fit into society.
to find a place where we belong. to be accepted by the people around us.

why do we try so hard to prove to others we are not inferior, that we are as good as them.
boasting one's capabilities hides the weakness one has inside.

mao. thoughts flooding my head once again.
p.s. i miss master. she's the best to laugh with, to go crazy with, to stone with, to cry with.

... ... ...
i'm partially deaf now thanks to the ear infection.
do you think it's related to the ulcers all over my mouth? and me feeling super cold when i'm under the blanket in room temperature? and the types of sore throats i had? lol.

comparing myself to my very young self in primary school,
i realised that i am a super unfit, sick kid.
this is going to be the how many times i am going to visit the doctor -.-
yes, despite getting gold for napfa for the sixth time in the row(thank you thank you),
OKAY. that's really not the point. haha.
the point is, i'm just weak.

i found this very meaningful quote said by yueying herself.
"the strength on the outside may not reflect the one coming from the inside."


hmmm...
do you know that sometimes, we all need a hearing aid
to aid us in listening?

05 July 2008 - 6th batch gathering



















06 July 2008 - punggol end with you.





11 July 2008 (international shit day) - emo clique gathering






























they are the ones i find comfort in; always bringing a smile to my face.
miss them super muchhhh. i am so so grateful to have met them.
how i wish time could just slow down for all of us.
gosh. i love you guys.


yep. haven't been blogging for a really long time.
i have 2 ulcers on my tongue! ow. okay. random -.-"
hmmm. dont wanna update much about my life anyway.
feels pretty much haywired.

thoughts that i've pondered over(which i haven't done that for such a long time):
- making assumptions don't mean we're smart. it actually makes us look stupid by concluding what we think is right. but, the fact is, it's not right. hence, do not assume. get our facts right before making ourselves look like a fool.
- to find out the irony in life, you must: See the situation, the Expected outcome, and the Actual outcome

despite problems bugging me,
just being with the super rare friends and the super rare you is enough to make all sadness vanish.
loves.

HELLO WORLD!

okay. i'm here to just say that i'll put up the pics of our 6th batch squad gathering as soon as i upload it. sigh. youth day's today yet there's lesson later. spoiler ):

Hello! Haha. Omg, is this green?! o.O

Anyway, this is not Jolene posting. Hahaha. Okay, mad. Have the honour of being her one and only guest blogger (I think, hmmm). Haha. Decided to add colours to her blog. (: (Life too, maybe)

Just wanna say this: ThanksIJojo,lforoeverything.v(:e Laylaola.uI really don't know what to say anymore already. =/

Loves! (:

i've been thinking a lot for the past few days.
but i think i prefer to keep my thoughts to myself these days. haha.
i'm thinking too much again.
anyway, a random thing.
I'VE BEEN SLEEPING IN LECTURES AND TUTORIALS LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS!!!
okay. lame -.-"

ah wells. the entry seems short. let me upload more pictures for fun. lalala.

me. carmen. stephanie.


bored people! (:


the parade is formed up and ready for inspection, sir!


GOH NPCC girls(: