i lost my phone.

i feel like i've been shut out from this world.

i want it back. i want my wallet back. where's my ezlink card. where's my house keys. where's everything.


why must all these happen to me before marksman competition. i wanna prove to them that i am as good as the rest are.

i'm bored here. so i'm posting another entry for fun. haha. just read bel's blog. and it reminded me to start packing my bag for atc. haha. HOWEVER. bel, i'm not really excited about camp. i'm too lazy to climb all those mountains and hills again. laughs. bought lots of tidbits for tomorrow. gonna stay at home and start doing more productive stuff alright.
they would look at everyone with pride in their eyes. how proud they are to have all you guys in their cca. whereas me, they would not even bother. they would be more than happy to see me quit since i'm just so useless to this organisation. i should be ashamed. yearning to be in such a nice department. when others have contributed so much more, for the past two years, into npcc. and to be honest. cca is best. without any stupid posts.

lalala. back from school. amaths extra lesson was so long. humph. two hours... so anyway. yesterday. went to school to put my amaths textbook in the locker and flew off shopping for some clothes with yue ying. then right. on the way to city hall right, mel and yue ying just had to play with the travellator. it wasn't really loud at all... just a few screaming here and there. -_-" hmmm. i also bought some wonka bar. yay. afterwhich we headed to the dentist to get my braces colour changed back to green(:

had fun bbq-ing at seasons park condo too. BURN lots of food. haha. then we met some gay. er. laughs. then headed to karin's place to stayover. mahjong-ed. but amanda and karin were feeling so sleepy lah. no atmosphere one. humph. so me and yue ying were forced to end the game right? hahas. then at bed, i realised that you should never sleep with amanda at night. tsk. she KICKS.

it's been awhile tat i've such a nice long sleep since camp. and then. i realised i forgot to polish my boots for marksman competition. shall start polishing it later. ahaha. we must all look smart on tat day. though the results may not be so tat promising. hmmm. ate alot just now. i'm gonna be fat. heehee. will be staying over at karin's house tomorrow. and there's a bbq tomorrow evening for campcraft team too. yay. more fattening food. -.-" lalala. i must start studying soon. zZzz...

gonna start watching the ring on channel 5 once i finish blogging...

hmmm. family day was a blast. ice cream float was selling fast. practically went round the school with my squadmates and juniors. they were actually dragging me to their stalls to buy their stuff. later i become fat, it'll be you guys fault. ahaha. played at cynthia's class game. water balloons(: one word to describe tat... WET. haha. then there's this haunted house thing, in the rifle range. it aint scary at all. karin was the only one screaming. while me and cynthia were like trying to BE scared. -.-" but i would still give credits for the nice decorations they have put up. lol. but the second floor one right. we like waited for so long and were made to go back after tat, due to the time constraint. but had a great time with them while waiting huh. all those hairy experiences. laughs. and. chermaine gave me a hot chocolate facial. humph...
but still, i'd rather be over there in syf training. i want to train. i want to improve my footdrill. i want to be there with all the rest of my squadmates. however, the teachers just feel tat i've spend too much time on npcc. but it's not even illegal okay, so cant they keep their opinions to their self? sigh. dont drag my cca down with this. but i know miss su wants to help. she's the best(:

after family day, went out with iryani and grace. played percussion. but i was like sheet. ha. and grace was like so pro. went to have a nice meal at swenson after tat. iryani and i ate so much tat we couldnt even walk properly. i'm serious! haha. then i went home and grace tagged along. hmmm. thanks you two. thanks for being there. i miss those times we would crap all day all long together. loves.

my mother is really proud of me. not. but must you drag my cca down with this.

had marksman practice. cynthia and christabel came to my house before that, and we three ate so much junks. ha... today's the last practice shoot. sad. and i still cant do the first pressure second pressure accurately. sigh.

you may doubt my ability. you may look down on me. just dont come telling me how badly you have done for your exams. it can never be compared to mine. nothing can be any worser. go away. you proud, egoistic arse): hurt.-