HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

well, i'm wishing you'all in 2 hours advance
since i wont going online so tat often from next year onwards.
it's a mad rush throughout the year 2007 for all sec4s huh.

saddd.

spent new year's eve watching prison break with my brother.
he bought the whole of the first season. heh -.-"
then went shopping with mother.
bought stuff. including a mini mahjong set(:
and a set of blades. 50 cents for 10 sharp shiny blades(:
and a cordless phone. like finally? heh.

and guess wat people?
i'm gonna rush through my homework after watching the new year celebrations on teevee.
yay. rush rush rush. rush my life away!

new year resolution:
- be more diligent. no more failings! more As in my report book and o' level cert!
- spend less time on computer and teevee.
- spend more time with PEEPS and family(: and studies of course...
- eliminate and destroy all freaking liars and hypocrites!
no more playing the game of pretence.

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i need a sign. i want someone to tell me wat's wrong.
tell me my mistakes. tell me i'm paranoid.
because everything i do, i dont seem to be satisfied. with myself.
i need my optimism backkk.

i cant sleep. although i really have to catch up with my sleep.
haha. but then again. maybe i am already dreaming right at this moment.
yeah. faeezah, cynthia, yue ying and i were so sleepy today.
with everything moving in slow-mo.
like in some kind of blurry dream.
and we ourselves were in slow-mo -.-"

haha. bleah. i really dont know wat to blog already.
mel mel mel. i'm bored. where are euuu.

training today.
pitched up the shelter. rehearsed the skit.
video combined with fancy drill. for our very first time.
jacqueline ma'am and rachel ma'am came back. and i burned the wrong video -.-
went compass. crapped with yue ying, cynthia, atiqa and MY LOVE, faeezah(:

school's reopening.
sigh.

chirp chirp!
we all do love our bird. aint tat right people(:
for her thickskin.
for her lameness.
for her hardworkingness.
and for her retarded photo shots(:
cheer up yue ying!

hahas. but apparently, you never sms after the conference. humph.
took the test.
put my retainers on.
went many places.
yay. end of my life.
end of holidays. soon.

happy birthday twiny(:

i'm in no mood of doing my homework.
i'm in no mood of studying for the test the day after christmas.
i'm in no mood to be optimistic in everything.
i'm in no mood to blog.
i'm in no mood to please anybody.
i'm in no mood to sleep these recent nights.
i avoid all communications.
i stare at the computer screen throughout the night.
with everyone else fast asleep.
i'm only in a mood. to sleep in the day. while everyone else are wide awake.

tired of playing this game.
tired of being a failure.
tired of waiting for grey's anatomy season 3(:
tired of being used and dumped.

but thanks for your pillow yue ying(:
went for the sec1 registration thing today.
D.O.S
so bird ended up lending me her leg as my pillow.
so yeah. fell asleep in public for... a couple of hours?
i dont know. i was having crazy dreams. laughs.