it seems like the fault totally lies with me. i should have checked with mr chan. i'm a bloody idiot. no. i dont deserve this. i totally suck. just go and hate me. you have every right for tat. wat the heck. no one even know tat i'm... argh. i know i'm stupid. failing in everything i do, unlike you all. it's perfectly understandable tat you would detest me. but i didnt say TAT. it wasnt me. so can someone at least clear my name? it really wasn't... tat's another part of the story where... argh. so why does it seem like that person always get away scot free. you took everything away from me already. you made me cry more than enough. and now. sigh. forget it. wat for pinpoint others. when the start, it should be my fault. i dont wanna go for any training. i knew you'd not be happy. in everything i do seriously. even when i put in so much effort. i'm just so inferior to you all. i'm stupid. i should have quit this cca back when i was sec2. because i knew tat i would bring down the standard of this cca tat everyone has greatly contributed.
atiqa: maaf. adik dumb. saya tahu kak mau pergi lah. sigh. saya cinta kamu. lots.