tried to take a nap just now.
and i jumped out of bed suddenly.

you know... tat free falling feeling.
like as if your bed has given way
and falling into some bottomless pit.
sigh. i can't get back to sleep now.
it must be tat nightmare.
i dont wanna sleep anymore.
it's scary ):

left out.
to die.
to rot.
to be forgotten.

yeah. sometimes, i think you're out to bullsheet me.
those words you'd always say were just crap to me.
i cant stand people 'whispering' sweet nothings.
who do you think i am.
lil girls who believe everything they hear?
the whole world's a fake.
not real.
a pack of lies.
an act of pretendence.

who really believes in television drama series.
hurrhurr.
so anyway. i'm gonna continue watching youtube now.
so long people! (:
because it's still the best way to escape reality.