i'm home early today. laughs.
school was like usual. just tat mr yeo embarrassed me today!!! -.-"
i'll buck up for maths. i really hope i do.
hmmm. he was like marching HILARIOUSLY in front of the class today. and telling me that npcc aint gonna be counted as a subject when we collect our GCE o level cert.
mrs thiru complained that if only i had tat much commitment to physics as much as my cca last last week.
my report book would always ask me to prioritise my time between cca and studies.
rights.
teachers have nothing much to comment on me other than tat.
so i've decided to mug my life away as soon as we pass out. yeah. tat would be nice(:
sigh.

maths remedial was cancelled anyway.
so me, bird, cat and denise went to rivervale mall to eat.
haha. cockroaches -.-"
and then i'm homed!!!
so guai(:

polishing boots soon.
i dont know if i could survive through all of tat tomorrow again.
i havent got any mood. not since like last month.
no. i dont feel any pride holding tat stick.
i just want you to cheer up. i would do anything to make things better for you.
but. my appearance has always upset people. so. maybe life would be better without my presence.
i can't sleep. this is haunting me.
i can't turn to anybody. trust is so out of the question.
i can't freaking study. with all tat's flooding my mind.
i can only stand behind. hoping tat you'd be okay.
and. let the guilt eat me alive.
sixteen year old jolene = as childish as a six.