i'm trying to prepare myself mentally when i recieve back all my prelim results. i won't let this affect my hopes for o's. i'll find back that optimism before our examination begins. i'll get the motivation back to concentrate, and ignore all distractions.


came back from the airport a couple of hours ago.
iryani, ah men and i watched planes land at the usual place.
missed grace much. ):
ANA touched down moments after ah men left. tskkk. sad.

and so, master and missionary sat there and talked.
we looked back into the old times and realised that everything happened so quickly.
it has come to a point where we saw how unbelievable things have become.

watched the sky change its colour as the sun begun to set.
left the place when darling Qantas went away for take off.
dined at burger king. fish and jojo were laughing at all sorts of things luh.
then boarded bus 27 at 2050 back to sengkang.
iryani waited with me for my bus to arrive.
and once again, we were crapping nonstop. we were still not done when the bus arrived. haha.
and home we flew.
said nothing more.
worn out from all that acting. thinking of what to reply.
it's going way out of hand.
but i do not wish to seek your understanding.
cause even if i tried explaining, you still won't understand.
don't know. don't care. don't bother.