i think this is extremely stupid. i said my blog's closed yet i'm still blogging. so anyway, i'm pretty bored. started reading the lecture notes. couldn't really keep my eyes open cause the words are just awfully small and dull. i'm ranting cause i dont feel happy today.

let's talk about the first few days of being in srjc.
met yueying and cynthia every morning to go into school. sat at the hall almost the whole entire time, listening talks after talks. butt was damn numb. laughs. so school ended early during this three days of academic orientation. chose my subject combi. was feeling scared, afraid that i might retain at the end of this year. sigh. cca orientation yesterday was boring. the CIs in srjc have already got our external cca so the whole orientation was rather meaningless. blah. speaking of which, this cca orientation caused me to miss npap training. juniors updated me on their parade training. i really should have gone to hta. new problems seem to get even more disturbing. it was so disturbing that i couldn't continue studying this morning.

so here i am. blogging and getting annoyed with someone(whom everyone is annoyed with too). i ought to study and manage my time. i can't afford my studies to be affected by npcc. how i'd wish the unit was back as it was the last time when i was just a sec1. looking back at those times where we would get punished for the most minute things, where mrs angelina tan was still there catching us for bad attire, where pt wasn't just pt but an endurance test, where training would start in the saturday morning whilst the sun have yet to rise. i miss those times really very much ):