hello, i'm awake now, not because i'm mugging,
but because there's just a lot of things to reflect about.
i'm getting cold feet and fast, irregular heartbeat.
so much thoughts flying in my head.

this is not a good time to be distracted.
i am very determined to settle this situation once and for all.
no more dragging it. i'm waiting for the verdict.
i dont want anymore meaningless attempts.

it's soon to be 5am. i'm still too agitated to sleep.
i'm wasting very very precious resting hours blogging.
this MST is going to be a killer.
6 papers in 5 days.
yet so many modules i have yet to revise.

sigh. nothing else to blog.
maybe i'll just use my notes as an attempt to comfort myself and make me sleepier.
so little hours before daybreak.
i thought i had just came home from dinner.
and now it's soon to be breakfast.

time is passing way too fast...
way, wayyy too fast for me to comprehend.