hmmm.

exams are over. finally.

but i'm feeling another kind of stress now.
my holidays are going to be packed again.
week 1: atc preparations + overseas community service preparations
week 2: community service at shanxi, china
week 3: community service at shanxi, china
week 4: npap trainer selection, atc preparations

going camp resilience for kayaking later in the morning.
oops. not much sleep tonight i guess.

hmmm.

i have to reflect more.
i have to buck up.
i'm not doing enough lately.
where's my drive and focus.
i dont wanna disappoint anyone anymore.
i've been neglecting so many aspects of my life.
i'm gonna pick up the slack now.

so pressed for time.



i'm guilty.
for taking so many things for granted.
i'm sorry.

life undergoing restructuring-
i'll do better. i'll do my best.