i have got so much to do.
and a lot to catch up.
and i only have myself to blame for slacking in the past month which resulted to me lagging far behind in school.
BUT i shall work hard now. time to get running!

before i continue with schoolwork once more,

i would like to close another chapter of my life- Area 7 ATC 2010.
it has definitely been a longer than expected journey.
adding on to the 'timeline' of our ATC planning stage as mentioned in my older post,
the clash of camp dates for Area 1&7, as well as other events that all seem to like the dates too,
these have posed quite a few challenges for us all.
roadblocks are inevitable in the planning and execution of events, aint it?
i guess it would be weird to have a camp that is completely smooth sailing.
it is our flexibility and quick response, and our ability to overcome the obstacles that make a camp a great success.
so, it was my first time having ATC and STC in the same campsite, and our area had gotten it at bahru! doubly challenging.
and to add on to that, our camp was cut short to 2days 1night.
nevertheless, i was very determined to ensure that the success of our camp will not be affected by all these limitations posed to us.
no fun shall be compromised!
and so the camp was executed, and i must say, i'm really truly grateful to have such a SUPER team.
i enjoyed working with all, together as one, to make this camp a success.
this atc planning has been through a lot, but i'm glad we've pulled through it.
i have learned a lot from this camp, especially from all the mistakes i've done in which have helped me grow even more.
an invaluable experience gained.
i hope both instructors and campers have learned as much as i did,
and maybe, after all that we have been through, we'll all emerge as Superheroes, in some way.


anyway, i have to pen this down.
there's this blog with many interesting posts that i can't help but reflect with its profound feelings.
after all, the blog consisted of so many provocative thoughts, right? hehe.
here's one which i gave some serious thought about: looking up to someone.
how do we know if one is worth looking up to, with utmost admiration and respect?
i believe that it is to our own perception.
every individual has aspects that is worthy of admiration,
so, it doesn't matter who looks up to who, as long as you know why you're looking up to your 'idol', because it's the strengths that we wish to have it ourselves which is why it's important that we identify them and learn&master from our awesome role model.
and if you happen to be someone else's role model, then help them gain that strength they've been admiring about!
it has always been a pleasure to teach or share. so there's no need to fear to have people looking up to you.
it doesn't mean if someone looks up to you, then you're not allowed to admire that same person's strengths too.
the joys of sharing is rewarding. i'm sure you're aware of that. heh (:
and, if you feel stressed, the cause of it is not because of people having expectations of you when they look up to you, but mostly it's your very own created standard you wish to uphold. so, stop stressing/pressurizing yourself!
i'm just randomly sharing my own opinions about this topic anyway. so yep. lol.


ooooh. it's almost 3am already.
okayyyyy. i think i'm done with blogging for today.
haha. what a long post -.-