i think it's better that i go back to my old self back when i was in year1.
i feel that i've grown into an utterly disappointing person over the months.

sigh.

patience, jolene, patience.

it's getting a little bit harder to juggle with school, work, friends and cca.
i have 7 days a week. (duh)
every week, 5 days of school with 3 day/night of work shifts.
my weekday can often stretch from 8.30am to 12.30am (of the next day).
reaching home and settling down at almost 2am, i would seem be too restless to do my homework (if there is any pending)
and there can be lessons to catch the next morning too.
npcc stuff is climbing to its peak now.
but i haven't been doing alot and contributing as much as i used to.
i also have a few other miscelleneous things that need commitment as well.
and lately, i've been depending on others to pick up my slack,
which i feel odd allowing that.

i'm not complaining.
just wanna describe my new found lifestyle in year3 of poly life.
but i gotta pick up my pace now.
i really should stop being lazy. really, i have been nothing but plain L-A-Z-Y.
seriously jolene, you should start to see through your priorities in life.
you set it, you show it.