the girl who almost made it, always.
be it in studies, work and others.

think i should stop relying on anyone anymore.
cause when they start to get tired of you always needing them to find your strength back,
they'd get frustrated for you being so weak all the time.
then you'd realised it's not always so great to confide in people some times.
to realise you have taken the could-be happy moment from them because of your lack of confidence and pessimism.
and you'd feel like you've been betrayed when people say that you can count on them, and yet they'd tell you off when they start to get sick of your never ending complaints and whining.
yes, i'm not trying hard enough.
but for once, i just want to take a step back and not fight so hard.
cause no matter how hard i try, i am always the one who almost made it, but never really did made it in the end for so many things.
oh wells.

i guess there's no point thinking about it.
time to revise for the final term test of poly life.



tracking back to the previous post,
think it sucks for the old man who was the husband.
did you notice his heave of sigh when he asked her how was it.
clearly, he knew at the end of the day (or life), she still had not moved on and her heart was still with the one who got away.
no matter how hard she tries to hide it, he knew but said not a word.
think it hurts to realise after all these years, despite having moved on,
he was not the one she truly loves.

just sayin'.