presenting to you...

COTTON & BUTTON!



cotton lazing around.


button watching me taking a photo of him.


cotton and button playing.


cotton grooming button.


cotton wondering who's that on top.


cotton stoning.


cotton snuggling in her plastic bag.


she's chewing it (if you can see) -.-


cotton putting her head into the plastic bag.


cotton resting on the bag.


button hiding.


button curious.


button playing around...


in he goes.


hellos!


cotton looking in the other side -.-



there was this huge rainbow painted across the sky today.
was taking the bus from hta when we first noticed it,
and it didn't disappear even when we've reached lot 1.
it was so beautifully big that many people stopped and took a photo of it.

it stretched across the sky, splaying its brilliant colours.
and my mind goes pondering.

-warning-
this post is crap.
it's for ranting sake.



what i've been doing: staring at cdc lesson slots

i was dazed today.
didn't really pay attention to what's happening around me.
and when my instructor was telling me a bunch of stuff,
i told him: it's raining.
and he said even if it's raining, there is no such thing as no mood to drive cause it's raining.

i don't know what i'm doing in my life right now.
people, we shouldn't be asking this question.
we should stop saying i-dont-knows.
we should know.
i am going to look forward, and not look back.
jolene shall now take the step to move on; to grow up.

so, i have been missing for quite a while.
cause clearly, i dont know what i've been doing.
whatever.
did you know i used to get annoyed with people who like to use "whatever" so freaking often.
it made me irritated that they didnt care for things they should be caring for.
uh. get it?
hmmm. guess not.
but yeah. whatever.
cause happiness can't be achieved when people care for the wrong things.
because the things that we care for are sometimes not worth caring for.
because if we care, it goes to show that we still hope for the best,
and that we have this little belief things will turn out okay.
but sometimes, we should stop being so naive to believe it would ever happen.
'cause sometimes, hopeless situations ARE really that hopeless.
and if you only realise it after pinning on so much hope, it will just break your heart.
like how i broke my own puny little heart.
yes, no hope. not at all.
last night was crap.
i can't take crappy attitudes. i know i deserve crap, but i'm not going to accept it always.
i realised that. i have verbal diarrhea.
it means i can go on ranting and ranting and ranting.
i have a lot to say.
treat it as compensation for not blogging for so long.
hmmm.
i have cravings for my childhood songs.
if you realised my blog songs are a bit classic...
i'm listening to old songs when i've just told myself to look forward.
i should find futuristic songs in future. laughs.

okay. i'm done ranting.
goodnights world.

presenting to you...
THE MOST MYSTERIOUS ROAD SIGN IN SINGAPORE!!!
i'd like to think that the road was happy that's why it's smiling.
miss driving by that lane.
if anyone know what this sign means, do tell me cause i cant find it in the theory book.
what if BTT ask me this question?!?! -.-




You know I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh
and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm go ing through,
I just Can't Smile Without You.
You came along just like a song
and brightened my day,
Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away.
And now you know I Can't Smile WIthout You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm finding it hard to do anything.


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!it's a day we celebrate with our loved ones. give a rose to your family and friends!

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day

I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I've been prayin' for
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day

Look all around, there's nothin' but blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothin' but blue skies

emptiness. nothingness.
they are all the same.
everything said was all for nothing.

everybody ignores me. like my concern isnt any of their concern.
i dont wanna care anymore.

sometimes, people say they are positively sure of something.
but it will come in time when we'll regret making that decision.

our selfish pride.

i'm shallow.
despite turning 18, i still think that my way of thinking's childish.

i'm still trying to figure out why am i feeling sad.
i should be happy. but why don't i feel it, the happiness?
we think growing older means less restrictions. more freedom.
actually, i think it's not.
there's just too much restraints i can list down.
endless expectations to meet.