i owe 8 illustrator questions and managed to finish it all up in a day.





okay. some sample of my last minute work just to brighten up this blog.
i hope he even marks it cause if he doesn't, i will most likely fail my module.
i hope i find my focus soon.
because if i don't, how do i enter the room wanting to do well for the test tomorrow.





hi. may i help you?
what seems to be the problem?

i'm going to be condemned for the rest of my life, right?
i can't live with myself.
there are 101 ways to hate me.

There is only one sin. And that is theft... When you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth. When you cheat, you steal the right to fairness.

- The Kite Runner

i need redemption.

figuring out how to do adobe illustrator tutorial...
i've been using ctrl+Z way too many times that i don't seem to be progressing at all.
and as i was undo-ing, i imagined what life would be if we are able to just press the undo button.

*ctrl+Z*

oh yay.
life will have lesser regrets for most of us.
going back to do things all over again in a different way.

this entry is real late in being posted up.
it was saved as my draft for weeks already.
life's too hectic right now to put it in words for this blog.

but i would like to dedicate this small section here for my dear master.
IRYANI BTE HARON,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!
YOU'VE BEEN LOVED BY JOLENE NG MEIQI.
woots. so mushyyy. like seriouslyyy. (:

meow.


You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I - Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait - I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
I can wait - I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around, I see your face
The thing I miss the most is, waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I - Cause I just can't take it

I know it feels like forever
I guess it's just the price I gotta pay
When I come back home
To feel your touch, Makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else I can do
And I just can't take it

"We hold fast by letting go." Letting go of our attempts
to control things, our attempts to maintain control over
every aspect of our life. We've all heard the saying
about if we love something, we should let it go, and then
we'll know whether it "belongs" to us when we see
whether it comes back to us. So much of our discontent
and our dissatisfaction comes from our unwillingness
to let go of trying to control things and trying to
cause just the results that we think should occur.

tom walsh


hmmm...
just want to post a random quote. so here it is.
i used to love searching quotes with underlying messages in it.
this quote. i know what thoughts you'll have upon reading it.
i have so many aspects of life to let go.

failure.

i'm trying to pick myself up.
i'm trying to be an optimist.
but why are the things happening to me these days telling me otherwise.
that whatever i think positively is going to end up as a bitter disappointment.
i have had enough of disappointments.
look at the efforts i put in which doesn't show much of a result.
look at my failures.
this goes to show that i shouldn't be a glass-half-full person.
cause being optimistic means you expect something positive. something more.
optimism. the tendency to be hopeful and to emphasize the good part of a situation rather than the bad part; the belief that good things will happen in the future.
but what if you're just not good enough for good things to happen to you.
wouldnt it hurt less if you hadnt set an expectation for yourself.
wouldnt it hurt less if you had not hoped at all.
the higher we put ourselves up, the harder we'll fall.

i have had enough of judgemental people who let their judgements affect their decisions.
it affects me.
it affects my morale.
it affects my self esteem.
it affects my life.

there's a feeling.