blogging blogging blogging. so that it won't be rotting rotting rotting. sigh.
my life's boring. hmmm. training. swearing in wasnt as grand as last year and the year before. there aint any parade or anything. argh. everything's so small scale this year. for the refreshment right, the bread looked 'good'. ahaha. rights sec ones? laughs. then met some guy that maluated me again can. humph. just like in atc. angry. >.< then when we came back from serangoon sec, i was feeling disappointed. i hated doing tat. confiscating aint some nice game. but i did tat three times today. and ya. i was giving advices to the wall... oh well. never mind about tat.
wanted to have a meal with my squadmates. but i lost my wallet. so i didnt eat my dinnner at all. drank one small coke and i was off. to meet somebody. i could have just gone alone to compass. i did tat before. sigh. cause i knew you wouldn't like it.
hmmm. syf tomorrow. i shall charge my camcorder battery. i will take all the pretty pictures of my squadmates(: i love you guys. and will treasure you people. just another year more. sigh.
Friday, June 30, 2006
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Monday, June 26, 2006
i'm a happy girl.
first day of school was all right. time table was changed. but lessons are still the same old boring stuff, aint it? then during recess, was when all the syf people in our squad headed for the national stadium. i was on the verge of breaking down can. i felt so left out. i had no where to go in classes. and i wanted to do footdrills. still. i'm not going to regret the desicion tat i made.
sigh. don't wanna go school tomorrow. i don't wanna see the seniors pass out... yet. i'm like so happy for my squadmates. but i don't know why i just can't feel all tat excitement anymore. i told myself tat i would be happy regardless of all these posts... and i am. i really am. but why is there something telling me tat everything i had put in for these two years, was nothing but rubbish. teacher's day dance. cheerleading competition. pop skit'04. campfire perfomance'05. vertical challenge. npdp'05. pop skit'05. horizon challenge. campcraft com. marksman. argh. all these sheet. nothing but rubbish.
can someone just make me feel at least one bit appreciated.
first day of school was all right. time table was changed. but lessons are still the same old boring stuff, aint it? then during recess, was when all the syf people in our squad headed for the national stadium. i was on the verge of breaking down can. i felt so left out. i had no where to go in classes. and i wanted to do footdrills. still. i'm not going to regret the desicion tat i made.
sigh. don't wanna go school tomorrow. i don't wanna see the seniors pass out... yet. i'm like so happy for my squadmates. but i don't know why i just can't feel all tat excitement anymore. i told myself tat i would be happy regardless of all these posts... and i am. i really am. but why is there something telling me tat everything i had put in for these two years, was nothing but rubbish. teacher's day dance. cheerleading competition. pop skit'04. campfire perfomance'05. vertical challenge. npdp'05. pop skit'05. horizon challenge. campcraft com. marksman. argh. all these sheet. nothing but rubbish.
can someone just make me feel at least one bit appreciated.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
well. i know i'm not supposed to be blogging right now. i banned myself not to. cause this will be a really big distraction for my studies you see. ahaha. YET. i'm taking a so-called break from all tat amath homework to blog -_-"
hmmm. for the past few days, i couldn't sleep. i would roll around my whole bed and think bout some stuff. but now, i WANT to sleep also cannot. and most probably won't be sleeping at all tonight.
i'm gonna cut hair on tuesday with big bird. like finally(: but i guess i'll be left alone on monday, wednesday and friday. with those syf trainings tat most of my squadmates are busy-ing about. AND OH MY GOSH. my school shoe's still with bel, ever since that kayaking at atc. GREAT. -.-"
sigh.
so anyway. a message has been passed down tat we must photocopy our report book, tat darn result slip, to let mr pang see. and wat will my teacher officer think of me. sigh. i think he'd most probably take a look at it and rate me stupid. argh.
rights. everyone's complaining about school reopening. i'm no exception. humph. i don't wanna see some teacher. cause she'd always humilate me in front of the class. i know i'm the worst there okay. argh. 8 more hours before i step into the darn school once again. and i've still got tat emath project to do. and of course tat darn logarithms which made me sick... all tat. done before 8 hours' up.
hmmm. for the past few days, i couldn't sleep. i would roll around my whole bed and think bout some stuff. but now, i WANT to sleep also cannot. and most probably won't be sleeping at all tonight.
i'm gonna cut hair on tuesday with big bird. like finally(: but i guess i'll be left alone on monday, wednesday and friday. with those syf trainings tat most of my squadmates are busy-ing about. AND OH MY GOSH. my school shoe's still with bel, ever since that kayaking at atc. GREAT. -.-"
sigh.
so anyway. a message has been passed down tat we must photocopy our report book, tat darn result slip, to let mr pang see. and wat will my teacher officer think of me. sigh. i think he'd most probably take a look at it and rate me stupid. argh.
rights. everyone's complaining about school reopening. i'm no exception. humph. i don't wanna see some teacher. cause she'd always humilate me in front of the class. i know i'm the worst there okay. argh. 8 more hours before i step into the darn school once again. and i've still got tat emath project to do. and of course tat darn logarithms which made me sick... all tat. done before 8 hours' up.
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