camp's coming. i wont expect much from myself. how do i earn any respect when i am not worthy to lead.

argh.

lessons tomorrow. i feel so drained out to even stay awake in class. and i dont have the face to see the teachers when i've disappointed them so much... sigh. got back all our papers today. dont wanna talk about it. hmmm. this maths workshop thing... is all right. i wanted to go home early. i need a break. nothing much else left to say. so nites then people. i just wanna sleep my sorrows away.

shoot wat sheet. my fingers still numb from all those first pressure second pressure thing. irritating. cant even aim now. eyes barely opened, and all so dry. because of my failures to achieve the teacher's expectation of us.