i missed the damn amaths test i was studying so hard for. -.-" and are they like doing the chinese presentation without me now? sigh...

dont know why. my alarm clock rang for 2 straight hours. from 2am to 4am. still, i did not wake up. didn't even hear it ringing. mother had to switch it off for me. stomach was aching again. had no strength to get up. perhaps it's all in my mind. or maybe i'm just so physically and physchologically weak. just a total weakling. a weak link. pulling down the class. i just had no goal in life suddenly. everything feels so empty inside.
hmmm. practicing my emaths now. later gonna start mugging for my social studies first. my bed is already filled up with books. laughs. hmmm. think i need to go toilet again. it's just so damn pain and irritating. wat if in the midst of common test i've to go toilet, like almost every 10 mins of the test? gosh. might as well flush the test paper down the toilet bowl too right. humph.

gone with the wind.
FLUSH!!!