last 2 papers today.


i feel sick. no. no part of me felt relieved when we complete the very last paper.

no. i dont have the mood to rejoice.
no. i can only stop freaking out the day we'll get back our papers.
no. i will not cry. i'm already mentally prepared.


i just need to see my marks...
i cant get over my chemistry paper still. and english. and amaths. i just dont get it. why was i so dumb.
sigh. so anyway. mahjong-ed with karin, yue ying, cynthia, amanda and denyse. wanted to nap on the bed. but they were PONG-ing and singing jay chou songs. so ya... ... ....

no. dont say tat we ought to have some confidence in ourselves. because. it's stated there already. tat i am a failure. with all those bloody freaking blanks. just rate me stupid. thank you. shall end off my day now then. nites people.
no one was mentioning about this girl. so why would the girl think it as tat way? perhaps, it's the guilt inside her. or maybe, she's just being thick-skin... ... ...