i can't wait for attachment to end.
i promise i'll cherish my classmates even more from now on.
and,
i have to work doubly hard for the rest of my modules.

because.
with people in your workplace turning your life upside down,
no matter how hard you try,
doing-okay is never going to happen. passing itp would be a challenge even.
i wish for everyone to get an A.
but other's mindset is: to COMPETE for the A.
which also means, people want to be the only one that look so damn good,
it doesnt matter how ugly people would like to sabotage us to look.

why waste the energy to fight a war. is it really necessary.
when instead, we could be pursuing happiness, bringing joy to others.

stop fabricating and ruining people's life.