it seems like it's been a long time now.
but it's just a little over half a month ago since it all begin spiralling down.
2 weeks 1 day to be more precised.
i no longer feel hurt. just disappointment.

i've tried to make sense of it all,
and i know some questions may just be left unanswered.
and although i was the one who had to find out the truth on my own,
i'm satisfied.

people say that if you stop bottling your problems up and confide,
you would feel better.
well, i've told my story to the great people in my life,
but why is it that it feels as though i'm not yet done telling yet,
and that the one person i wish to tell is .

pathetic. sigh.


speaking of which,
got back our last term's test papers.
results have been slowly slipping away.
i hadnt been paying attention to it last term and i was already prepared for the outcome of my distraction,
so all i can say is that i have no time to lose.
i've gotta take this as an opportunity to catch up.

on a side note,
this morning, i had a sudden personal revelation.
the sun is always rising, and setting, somewhere for someone to see.
at any point of time, there will be a sunrise happening on earth.
it happens all the time, every single moment.