a very interesting snippet of some random chat.

X: u re those active and enthus type of ci?
me: hahahauhhhhhhhhhhh. can say so lah.
X: icic... good ma.
me: but maybe not going to be so active at the end of this year. concentrate on other parts of life in 2012. before the world ends. haha.
X: haha....which other parts of life?study or u mean other than tt...
me: study plus friends. plus enjoy life a bit if possible..
X: haha.... stil single?.
me: haha. no time to have boyfriend lahhh.
X: i know.. npcc is ur part time boy friend. stead so long liao..lol..
me: haha. ya lor. 7 years lor. maybe i should get married to npcc.
X: haha... cannot la...then u die liao... ur hubby also wont die.
me: hahaha. my hubby got SO MANY wives already lor.
X: ya lor,,,.
me: so if i die, he wouldnt be sad. lol.
X: haha.... how can it be? no emotion some more. break his heart he also dun care.


hmmm.
okay, it isnt really very interesting afterall.
it's just a stark reminder to myself about this topic.
i really am thinking of letting a part of it go.
less commitments to this means i can finally explore what's out there,
and perhaps make new commitments to other aspects in life.
mmm... we'll see about that after this year.




i've been wondering,
what's the difference between habits and addictions.

the reason behind why you do the things you do...
is it because you're so used to it that it becomes a habit,
or that you've become too hooked to it to break that addiction?