it's only been a week since i'm jobless/schooless.
(not considering the week before when i was in japan)
yet! it's already so depressing, for so many reasons.

but anyway, my mother insists that i should work at her place.
i really don't want to be working 6 days work week because all i want to do is to chill before i start the next phase of my life in this early 20's -
getting through uni education and building our career for the rest of our lives;
assuming that it is quite unlikely that i'd be retiring anywhere near in the decades to come...
sigh. so the point is, i want to enjoy life in this period of my life,
yet it'd be great if i have an income to enjoy it with...
whatever it is, time is of the essence.
and i'm really reluctant to do more than 4 days work week at the moment.
it's my only time i'm left with to enjoy. my youthful years are limited now...
would really love some time for my loved ones as well as a little bit for myself.
wanna just live a little carefree life, like those yesteryears indeed.


dear iryani,
i'll date you soon all right.
p.s. what's a pothead???