It's almost a year since a decent post.

Life has been so so hectic,
so much so that I didn't have really much time for myself to just sit down to clear my thoughts, do nothing and just think about life.
Right now, my head is just full of worries. Lots of them.

So,
what has happened between April 2012 to April 2013?
hmmm... there's so many activities i can think of right now.
but if i were to list down the major changes in my life...
there's only 2 main things i can think offhand...

New phase in life:

(i) Getting into NTU!
FINALLY.
it has been a long journey.
15 years of formal education now...
feeling a little worn out from studying
(although i play just as much, or even more)
at the same time, appreciating my parents' efforts to support my studies.
to take care of me while i study...
i am looking forward to earning a proper income to support my parents.
and to let them take a break to enjoy what they have 'invested' in me.

(ii) Joined back NPCC as an Honorary Officer
SHOCKING RIGHT!!
i surprised myself seriously.
got no clue why i changed my mind at the very last minute to accept it.
i hope i don't regret it. and live up to the role.
but so far, it has been a terribly scary challenge.
i dare say i'm not doing well.

struggling so much in life.
but i dare not break down.
life has been moving too fast, so fast that i'm afraid if i ever stop for just a moment,
i may not be able to catch up.

so, why am i blogging now after so long.
it's exams period soon.
once again, finding inspiration to rant at such timings.
i've been wanting to blog on so many occasions.
running thoughts in my head and putting them behind halfway through
to tend to never-ending line of matters.

i have had many many happy moments.
i have done things i thought i'd never do,
i've changed too.

what i miss in life now are
the times where i can just spend with my friends watching the sun set or rise,
or star gazing and smelling the sea breeze and enjoying each other's presence.
just us, no one else, in our little corners of space.

we have all grown up.
but all i want to do is to stay in our sjc days,
which i still do, replaying those times, in my head.

off to rush my assignments now.
bye world.