it's my turn to share my side of the story. i'm not the kind that will post long messages for all the see. but this time, i'll share these feelings suppressed inside of me. i'm not angry. i just feel hurt. i wished that you had told me what had been upsetting you personally instead of hearing it from others. it seems like i was the last to know when it concerns me the most. i'm not someone who is able to express myself with the right words. i'm sorry that such a misunderstanding had occurred. i don't need anyone to take my side. i'm just sorry that i failed to support you as your partner. i gave what i could but it was not enough. yes, i admit i was never someone great and i apologise for every terrible thing that you had to go through. i'll understand if i lose everyone around me. i deserve it. i've no excuse. i was nothing but a disappointment. p.s. i had a dream last night. we hugged it out and cried, and all the misunderstandings were resolved instantly. but perhaps dreams just stay as dreams.