it feels better...
when we have no expectations.
when we stop trying to find ways to be happy.
that's when a sense of relief seem to be of reach.
to achieve what was sought is no longer the solution that we would have thought.

on a random note,
it's time to accept the fact that we are seriously getting older, much much older.
(this blog is like 8 years old?!)
pushing our bodies like we are young teenagers is totally beyond my years now.
recovering from a flu takes forever.
sleep deprivation actually takes a significant toll on the body now.
getting my first ever hangover only just recently is probably the worst feeling that I never want to experience again.
freckles actually do appear on post-sunburn skin.
and a withering spine it seems, that costs a crapload of unnecessary money which couldn't have fixed the damage done in any case.
oh wells. just ranting. regardless, all that we can do now is to suck thumb and cope with our increasingly frail bodies.

and i'm off to revision. as usual, only blogging during such depressing exam periods.

so, hope everyone out there is doing fine. do take care of yourselves!