the day i once looked forward to, is the day i now dreaded for.
zZz. i was dozing off in class today. amaths lesson was just... fine. just tat miss ong lectured us. for being late and disappointing her with our test results. got back our english paper too. sigh. it was really disappointing. i've got sheet for my overall grades in this whole common test. argh. really wanted to study hard. but i can't seem to concentrate for this whole term. ah wells... final year then(: i'll prove to miss ong tat i can pass my amaths.

heh. training today was horrendous. i was still dozing off -.- i lost balance while we slow march. i screwed up my timing. miss teh almost wanted to change timer somemore. but she say i'll just owe her 101 kfc meals. so fattening nia(: anyway, she said tat i wasn't focused today. i wonder why...

compass-ed with faeezah. such a miracle rights. laughs. went bk to have a drink. exhausted. crapped with my crab(: we crapped loads of stuff. hmmm. tomorrow have to report in full u by 7am in the hall?! humph. shall pick karin up at the same time then. haha.


OH YA. MELISSA NG JIAHUI has demanded me that tomorrow, on August the 8th, I MUST THINK OF HORSEY, AND ONLY HORSEY IT MUST BE. lol. are you honoured mel. thanks for cheering me up lah dumb stable girl(:
and.
on 08-08-2006, 0808am, jolene shall head down to the block 88, of the 8th ave, the 8th floor, to jump off the building with her full u on(: laughs. bored...
letting go; is harder than i thought it would be. but wat the heck. i dont care anymore. yeah(: