my hands cramped out today ):
gripped the flag so tightly. i dare not let loose of that piece of cloth. sigh.

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT THE SINGAPORE FLAG HAS BEEN 7 TIMING US.

CYNTHIA, FAEEZAH, CECILIA, JOLENE, ESTHER & QAMARIAH(GIRL GUIDES),
JANANI(ST JOHNS)

laughs. and sadly. THE SCHOOL FLAG WAS REPORTED TO HAVE BEEN TWO TIMING
CECELIA(ST JOHNS) TOO!


oh no. BUT IT'S ALL RIGHT. WE STILL WILL REMAIN DEVOTED TO OUR HUSBAND. our extra huge state flag(:


sigh. all rights. i think i've crapped enough. i can't seem to stop talking these days. sigh. school was average. gosh. and training for today was bad. i made the most mistakes. i forgot the later part of my timing. i was listening to the wrong beat. and the worst thing of all was, tat i went OFF-PITCH. and so the centerstage people laughed. and the teacher officers scolded and they shout. okay. i'm freaking out. seriously. 8th august's coming already. and i still can't get it right... sigh.
i dont wish to care about you. but it's harder trying to do tat than to train for the ndp. 8th august. the 8th. 8th. it felt like it's been months since we went our seperate ways. but the freaking fact is, it's barely a month since then. contradictions. i hate you. as much as i love you. there's just no words to describe you. how i wish i could gorge out YOUR eyes and slit off your tongue. so tat you won't have to speak before you think. and because. these words ain't meant for YOUR eyes.
jolene was left speechless today...