i stared blankly at this soft, emotion-less toy. the smell's slowly fading, just like my ------- of you. but the times we once shared, will never be forgotten.
laughs. i dont know where to start(:

all rights. supposed to reach school by 6.45am to change into my full u. but then. i waited for the cab until 6.45. i wake up so early then still end up so late. humph): picked karin up and we flew off to school. ha. so mr pang was rather crossed with us. last rehearsal was cancelled. gosh. we NEEDED tat practice ):

parade started. and the flag was TREMBLING. now how freaky was tat. lol. then when the music stopped, there was total silence. and i had to do timing for the rotation of the flag. and blah blah blah. no mood to elaborate. actually, i've no comments about this whole parade. so yeah. i'd rather go syf. i missed my squadmates. i'd want to go for npdp. i miss contingent 4. but i guess i won't have any of tat chance anymore...

celebration was all rights. 3ENDURANCE won BEST DRESSED CLASS!! bel, bernice, amanda were all wearing some dress. laughs. in fact, the whole entire class was wearing all types of traditional dress. we're the one and only class tat had no red-white clothes. just plain enthnic costumes(: except for me!! haha. i love my mufti loads(: also had a sneak preview of tomorrow's ndp. hahas. good luck for the choir's performance tomorrow at the stadium(: AND. I LOVE THE SONG "ABSOLUTELY EVERYBODY". laughs. RIGHT GUYS?! ((:
school dimissed.

supposed to go somewhere... but plan was changed. sigh.


headed to compass with bel and amanda. waited for yue ying and cynthia. and all of us flew to city hall. hungry hungry people. went sakae sushi. and karin finally came and we all started on our buffet(: ate SO MUCH. how much? VERY MUCH. very much? VERY VERY VERY MUCH. laughs. played this drinking water game too. scissors, paper, stone. i drink. you drink. FOR YOUR INFO, WE WERE ALREADY BLOATED. but in the end, amanda drank the most(: 2 cups of cold water. out of 5 rounds we played. then went carrefour to shop for camp things, for bel's national camp this thursday. ha.

again. change of plan. didn't go candy empire. didn't go esplanade. sigh. sorry yue ying. for disappointing you yet again. but i had some obligations you see.

so anyway. enjoyed myself today(: thanks you guys.
grow up. grow up will you?
why is it so hard to be just friends. i want to. but i can't seem to bring myself to face you. neither do i have the iniative to start a conversation with you. come on jolene. afterall these years of learning how to take the iniative, you have only proven to the others tat you're just a total failure.
thought of wat faeezah said the day before. and i guess she's right. all rights. it's over now. it's over. i'm glad. finally.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVE PEOPLE.