I LOVE MILUBING(:

i'm a coward. i had to avoid you. perhaps i just feel tat my pressence ain't needed there, tat's why. me, being there will only make things worse for everyone. sigh. why aren't you be happy. perhaps we should play pretend. like we never had met before. never had been to atc. never have loved. perhaps, you will feel happier with all these pretendance.. argh. but why do i feel like my heart's being pulled out, through the chest, and smashing onto the cold hard concreate floor. when. i see you like this. but i did not cry. i never have. and i never will. 'cause i've learnt to be strong. it does not matter whether my heart's still pounding or not. it's just a worthless sheet you see.
ignorance is bliss.